A letter from Mar 31st, 2022

hi so you're 19 now huh? happy birthday i cant believe you made it cus no i feel like **** right now i feel like i wont make it til im 19 but i really hope you made it cus you know you probably feel happy now you know even if things felt out of place sometimes i hope you get yourself a good cup of milk and a blanket and put all your pillow in your bed and get your phone and do your **** ik that we arent similar now since its been 3 years but i expect you to be better than me now like i hope you get better in drawing and i hope you achieve even small things now but im not presuring you okay just ***** pls be okay