A letter from Mar 29th, 2022

Dear Me, Are you good? are you really fine without having any friends? ik, your sis is there, but you can't vent on her like what "friends" usually do. I hope you get better on socializing with other people. Please don't get too comfortable in your comfort zone, it's not that bad if you come out of that dark room or smthn atleast once. I know you're scared, but please just try it. And please, just please stop pushing people away. If u badly want someone to love you then reciprocate their feelings, except if u really don't like them. Stop ignoring people if u don't want 2 be ignored, sigh. I want to cry rn, I'm lecturing my future self while I'm here isolating myself away from people as if I have a contagious disease.