A letter from Mar 26th, 2022

Dear Veque, I am 22 yrs old now. I will be turning 23 soon. When I was 18 yrs old, lagi ko iniisip kung paano ba mag isip ang isang 23 yrs old HAHAHA. I was always curious about how a 5 yrs older than me would behave. Well, parang wala namang nabago, kung ano man ako mag-isip when I was 18 yrs old, parang ganon din ako ngayon. Except for the pressure that would hit me everytime. I don't know if I was able to tell the difference pero I feel like I am still a teenager. Sometimes for me, it is a pleasure like you wouldn't have to think about being responsible with your action, but sometimes reality would hit me like "oh I am already 22 I am soon to be 23, I should be more mature with my action and my words." To be honest, the pressure against me is really great to the point that I would question myself, or look at myself and would say that "mygad wala ka pang narating, wala ka pang napatunayan at the age of 23 yrs. You are still the same, when will you be independent?" I got a high dream, a great dream indeed. I would like to tell you something, my future self, but I always forgot about it when I try to sit down and write about it. Forgive me if I wouldn't able to tell you something important. That's for you to find out about it I guess hahaha. PS. I am drunk writing this letter. I am very worried about you.