Another Milestone

Dear FutureMe, HAPPY BIRTHDAY YOU OLD BASTARD!!! I don't expect to be still alive to read this, but I hope something miraculous has happened to do it. I have almost no assets, no job and few prospects for all my intelligence and talents. I don't think I have any friends left, no children and a physically and emotionally distant family - some of the many joys of bipolar. I have just turned 53 and recently moved to Salamander Bay. Port Stephens is a beautiful area and for the first time in 20 years I live near the sea again. Things have been slowly getting worse between Susie and me for a number of years, so I don't know if she will still be around even if I make it to 60 when this is due to be read. My best bet for survival is a lottery win, but I don't like my odds! GOOD LUCK