It's a letter from yourself from just one year ago D:

Hey Kay!(or is that what they still call you now? hehe...) You're writing this letter to yourself (oh jeez) and well, things seem to be slowly turning themselves back to normal. Now to get the CLASSWORK part of this email done with, you're in vision class REMEMBER??, well, I am wearing a yellow shirt with blue jeans and new white tennis shoes for gym. You're hair is up (the way that auntie Judy taught you to put it up about a year ago) and hmm...you're still wearing glasses.... Do you still wear those things now? I hope that you're alright and that you haven't gone BLIND or anything. Probably not but who knows, right? You could be....are you??? HUH?? Yeah...remember how psycho you are now...you're probably still that way now, right? hehe...hopefully. Right now I'm int o a lot of different music. I LOVE icp...and I love flyleaf. Different kinds of rock music but you also love rap and hip hop too huh? (you're such a loser :D) and....hmm..yeah.. My bestest friend in the world is Mallory. Why not, I mean, she's always been there for you for the past 2 years...i dont think that'll change within a YEAR. if it does then remember that it was never meant to be then....true friends dont just go away. They stay with you forever. REMEMBER THAT!!! Yeah. Well....It's been a couple months since your grandpa died too......You're still trying to get over that...and now..you're just wondering if you ever will. You never did get to tell him you loved him..remember? You were too self obsorbed to even think, what if he were to die tommorow? And that's wrong. I hope you arent like that anymore...because if you are, then, you need to take a serious look in the mirror and try to get that out of you. Don't forget about Suya either. I don't think that you will ever forget her. She was your best friend.....before mal...and well. A month ago, she was shot by one of Soneko's friends, remember? Remember that big fight that you two had over nothing? Remember how she was mad at you that day? Remember......remember how you were going to tell her you were sorry....but instead of telling her that, you called to find out that she was dead? Never do that again...please...you lost her..she wont come back...and you didnt get a chance to tell her that you were sorry. I bet she knows that you love her though. And I hope that she does know that. She's in heaven, with God...and I hope you can accept that... About this time, you felt like everything was crashing down.....until...you met someone. Ahh, yes, His name was Andrew. Are you still going out with him now? Or are you guys really close? Or God forbid, you may be enimies as you feared about this time a year last year. I really hope you're still together. He was a great guy and the sweetest one ever. Right now you feel as if you could be with him forever, and you dont care about what people older then you say, because, they just dont understand how you feel. By the ways, HAPPY BIRTHDAY! Or late birthday i suppose. You're birthday is on saturday where you are hoping to get your first kiss from a guy; Andrew. Remember? Did that ever happen? I hope so. If not then better luck next time! Yeah...well...hmm...... I hope that the future brings greater things. I hope that you have grown out of your depression and that you can soon learn to control your emotions, both hyper and depressed. Well...you know... Haha... dont forget that you're a loser and that I love you!!!!!! Hehe.....Dont EVER forget that! Are you forgettting??? huh? huh? huh?????? YOU BETTER NOT OR ILL HUNT YOU DOWN!!!! Note to self: Never wear this shirt again..it makes you look fat..then again, doesnt everything? HAHA! You fat loser....hehe....he...he...hehe...he *explodes* wee...... So./....Yeah. WB, oh wait..you can't HAHAHAHAHAHA!! hehehehehehe...*chants* love ya ~*~Kay~*~ ps: please dont forget that you love andrew...please dont let him go ever....and if it's too late....then...dont forget that you loved him more then anything...............