A letter from Mar 12th, 2022

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, Hi this is your 17 year old self. How are you doingg. I honestly dont know what to write... okay since this is march 2022, it is exactly 1 year and 5 months ago that i wrote this email. Oh wow. By the time you get this, you will already have finished your 'As' exam and halfway through 'A2'....thats crazy. I hope you are...happy. like, truly and genuinely happy, like you always wanted to be. Hope you finally got to accept yourself and love yourself for who you truely are, i hope your mental health is at such a place where you feel peace, only peace and pressure of perfection. Haha i wonder if you managed to achieve the "glow up" that you've wished for since you were 14 xD. Thinking of that...so you will turn 19 huh? I wonder how that feels. Did you get your braces off?? How does it look? Does it feel as good as i suppose it feels? Can you finally smile fully without feeling embarrassed? Did you manage to come out of your introverted shy self and make new friends? Gosh im dying to know the answers i wish i could meet you. Did you get that iphone13 that you so badly wanted? OH SHOOT YOUR 'AS' RESULTS ARE ALSO OUT!! DID YOU MANAGE TO GET STRAIGHT A GRADESS?? Did you....manage to get a boyfriend maybe??- AAAA WHAT AM I THINKING. This anticipation will probably **** me🥲 Okay jokes apart...i hope you no longer cry yourself to sleep. I hope you have fulfilled the goal of losing weight and finally started a healthy life, both mentally and physically. I love you. Im proud of you. Even if you are not where you wanted to be, just know that your 17 year old self is so proud of you. Thank you for not giving up. Better days are coming💕

Epilogue

15 days later

Well hello to my 17 year old self. I wish I didn't have to disappoint you like it I'm going to rn, but I have to. You had too much...

!aaynwsy eiaptnextcso morf em lot not a ahnegcd. Nllyafi fof we can sye ottuihw ruo got maardrebess lmesi we nefielg rescba nwo esy adn.
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Enws wrhee esdn taht gdoo tbu teh si. ,up ew fndreis ddtn'i asme gte tewro tlisl tleert hpeno,i dhunafl sgrittha ew ni uyo did rou nd'tdi tmie egrads ddi nya a etg i,yenebrdowf ahtt rou we wolg mex,sa get ew eht vhea the nto uor era nad 'ddnti ta etrrvendtoi we tge.
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Ridceovsed pueocl 'tis tath knwo enw on a goa ihst ooluokt a'wtsh omhnts flie you i e?nw ubt. I emltna cneis you tmie tbu tteelr wroiggn has towd'nlu het yonl em ttha hucs pu ielbvee ti in how ebne adh a wrtoe chum uoy 71 tshor temi mtsnho. U!chm i so i hte nbeyod ni ivew ncgriieootn edcgnha smea e'iv esy no ndseii eth aym has edagchn e,of,sephsdeliilepops,flriaintner sltli hte hte lkoo sudioet wya but. Ngerlo teixs yu'o' on woh sit,h wroet. Dan eorm nwo era nilin,eegltt we aieel,eolkodgn,rt,oahieyndsnwmncnrirftitloi eahdde lcoo. .
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On to pioratntm most yan i naertl em not aypph hte hitng aws maecirl to npeedd mkae. Sgtinh me i pphsniaes ni ifinngd arttsde drauno lsaml. Btu get srolce eik,l yvaeryed tilsl e"inu"eng i'm i ti awth nwok ongkriw tn'od felse ot to iephapssn. Dsya llsit dvmlewreeoh bsuecea are i tbu cbseeua ot i'm oynl ycr lmyefs adn uthr nwhe im' elsep, 'tis trhee ton. I us💕 no hstreo tel egolrn turh.
Olwrd si crsay a ihst lo,ynseth. Anidugtrag shmotn 12 l'li nad eb urytnoc emvo ot,snhm out tihinw the 6 hiiwtn fo sh. Dan is is roem ing,sspa as item hetergyivn gttgein more earl. Earcsd 'mi. Tle tub ahtt me? spto renev luodw i. Ghcelnlae taek veery gstrno isfst nad iwht to ym gihh yrdae edha 'mi. Shtee ew eb gttahu ruo hte ntomsh is, ppiessnah ngthi ro,lvusese to eno aveh em treeac vhea anoe!l yphpa how to anler nda.
Fuibtelau dna os em 'evi sayrc hmuc wriobna who sotm orf dindmree rtsmo of to me ywslaa aeadh teh vichae,e ti boeerf a that tihs juts oyu knhat dan r💕teetl seeth'r cmuh ,em tog os gluy rgwiint. Eheirt a'tni em oot ahtt yma afr ot otn eehrw be ,be edatnw ubt you i. Su rof do l'li ti. .
Era ebtter sady didnee igc🤝mon🏻.

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