A letter from Mar 5th, 2022

(1/n) Dear FutureMe, Hi! How are you? 18 ka na, HAHAHAHAHAHA. Nakapagdecide ka na ba sa gusto mong course? Tapos na ba ang pandemic, hmm? I'm writing from 2022, and I'm your 14-year-old self. Hindi ko sure kung maalala mo pa lahat ng nangyari this pandemic so I'll tell some. Right now, you like the guy that used to be your best friend and your classmate since grade 3 - Ray. How is he? Sila na ba ni Kim? Or kayo na? Or hindi na kayo nag-uusap? I don't think makakalimutan mo si Ray so hindi ko na dadamihan ang ipapaalala ko sa 'yo. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA you're obssessed with him rn, btw. :)) If hindi na pandemic, how's face-to-face classes? Are you doing good naman ba? Got a straight line of 9? Don't disappoint your parents, future self. I want you to have a better future, ayokong patunayan yung sinabi nilang magiging basura ako pagtanda. Prove them wrong. Or I hope you already prove them wrong. But if pandemic pa rin - na wag naman na sana, and wala pang f2f classes, nakakahabol ka naman ba sa lectures? Nagtuturo ba teachers mo? May naging blanko ka ba? How about your mental health? Is it okay ba naman? And your friends? May new friends ba? Or may friends ka pa ba? How's Lindsay, Trisha, Sofia, Asterin, Mika, John Mhiel? Are you still friends with them? If may new friends ka naman, paano mo naman sila nameet? Mabait naman ba sila sa 'yo? Mga rich kid ba? Nililibre ka ba ng kotse? Charot. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA Let's talk about your lovelife naman, HAHAHAHAHA. Active ba ang lovelife natin today, beh? Ilan manliligaw? Wala ka naman naging ex 'di ba...? Girl, your promised yourself na NBSB ka hanggang mag-25 ka. Nako, kalimutan mo ang quote ko ngayon sa buhay na, "My promises are meant to be broken," babatukan talaga kita. Anyways, kung hindi kayo nagkatuluyan ni Ray and you're still into him until today, choose to stay single then. Part ng love ang masaktan but I know you very well, martyr ka - well, unless nagbago ka na. But nah uh, I know na handa kang magpakatanga at magpaka-uto uto sa isang lalaking gusto mo. But if you met someone na you think is the right one, it's still a no. What, tingin mo sasabihin ko, "go for it"? Duh, no. Hindi ka marunong kumilatis ng tao at madali kang malinlang. Ano nang pangarap mo ngayon? Ngayong 2022, you want to take Bachelor of Secondary Education Major in Social Science, BS Psych and BA Photography. Pero pinakanangingibabaw sa iyo is yung pagiging teacher. How about now? Nagbago na naman ba? HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA from teacher, to a soldier, a lawyer, a doctor, a psychiatrist, and to teacher again. Ano naman kayang pangarap mo ngayon? Engineer? Model? HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA Nag-glow ka naman ba? It's been 4 years. Maganda ka na ba? Well, even if you are not, I love you still. I can't love myself now kasi ewan ko rin. HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA Imagination mo, kamusta? Buhay pa ba si Phoenix Nathaniel Madrigal mo? Ang wattpad? Kdrama? Hobby mo pa rin ba? Into anime ka na ba ngayon? Sino na fave mong wattpad character? Korean actor/actress? Nagbabasa ka pa rin ng smuts? HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA Sino nang president ngayon? Noong 2022, si Leni ang gusto mo. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA siya ba nanalo? Or si BBM? Or iba? Samsung Galaxy A12 pa rin ba phone mo teh? O iba na naman? Baka naka-Iphone ka na ngayon, ha. May hinaharot ka ba right now? Nako, paki-ghost kung meron. Doon din naman ang uwi niyan. Atsaka, nag-a-rp ka pa ba, neng? Tigilan mo na rin. Bad influence. Anyway, girl, I really hope you're doing good now. I'm not pressuring you about your studies ha. I know you still need to rest. Pero I wish din na sana yung rest mo, hindi one whole week, tapos yung pag-aaral mo, 1 hour lang. Nako, sana inaayos mo pag-aaral mo. I'll list down your favorites on year 2022 so just in case na nakalimutan na, ipapaalala ko. :)) Favorite songs: Taylor Swift's songs (You're not a swiftie tho, iilan lang ang kanta ni Taylor ang alam mo, maybe 11 songs? Not sure.) Demons by Imagine Dragons (Naging favorite mo to because of your sunbeam, remember? HAHAHAHAHA.) Sit Still, Look Pretty (Ewan ko rin kung bakit naging fave ko to. HAHAHAHAHA) You're a fan of BGYO and BINI. You have a playlist of their songs pa nga eh. Sikat na ba sila ngayon? ACEs and Bloom ka pa rin ba? Nagka-concert na ba sila? Nameet mo na sila? Daisy's your current favorite flower. Hindi ko alam kung paano mo naging favorite yon but well, favorite flower mo yon. You have 4 trophies back in 2022. 3 from "Mr. and Ms. Culdesac", and your 3rd place trophy from Technolympics. Ilan na ngayon? You have 4 medals. 3 from your school recognition, grade 1, 4 and 5. And 1 from school for winning 3rd place in Technolympics. Your favorite color is Green since your room is puro Green. How about now? Anong ayos na ng room mo? Nasunod na ba yung gusto mong design? HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA You're scared of dark kaya hindi mo pinapatay ang ilaw sa kwarto mo.Na-overcome mo na ba yung fear mo? You're also scared of blood and spiders. I hope na-overcome mo na yon kasi I'm pretty sure na mahihirapan ka pag lumala na 'yang mga phobia mo. You love overthinking. Ngayon, nakukuha mo pa bang mag-overthink? Kung marami kang schoolworks, tingin ko deretso tulog ka na at wala nang oras mag-isip. HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA 2022, you have a notebook for your sunbeam. Na-keep mo ba yon? Nadagdagan ba ang laman no'n? Nalaman ba ng parents mo? HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA how about your diaries? Yung tatlong mong diaries, nasunog mo na ba? Feeling ko mahihiya ka talaga at mapapa-'WTF' kapag nabasa mo 'yon. HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA Oh, 18 ka na nga pala ngayon. Happy birthday, self. May debut ka ba? Who's your last dance if meron? Kung wala kang debut, why? I know how much you want to have your own debut. That must hurt you so much. I love you, self. Don't stop loving yourself. Write back, write for your 25-year-old self. HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA BYE! ENJOY YOUR DAY, MWAAA!