A letter from Mar 3rd, 2022

Dear FutureMe, This is your 22yo version saying hello! First of all I know you forgot you wrote this email years ago, and I don’t know how you are now and who the person you became. But one thing I know is that you actually passed too many bad moments and you've been through many ups and downs. You should know that you've been strong enough till now to pass all this **** and keep yourself together, and that you're ready for whatever comes next, for what you've passed till now wasn't that easy but you did it and will keep going. I don't know if you are with someone right now or you're still that lonely kiddo who couldn't see himself with someone, but make sure that Allah had written the best for you, you just haven't seen it yet, or maybe you have ;) You wrote this message on 3rd of March, 2022, because it came to your mind that you might need some help in the future when life gets hard on you and you don't know what to do or don't have someone to talk with. Back then when you wrote this message, you were in your last year in college, in your last semester, surrounded by many people you love more than brothers to you, whom, I hope, are still around you and the bond between you is even greater *don't cry please if this didn't happen*. I really hope Nabawy, Aly, Ayman, Hazem, Zeyad, Shaf3y, Shaalan, Sherif, Mokeia and others are still there for you because they were so precious to you back then, especially Nabawy, or as you called him "حمنب، أحمنيبو، نبو", Aly “lil loly”, Ayman lamoona, Shikobaz, Zeyad Telawy “ZeyadSad”. I also hope you're still in touch with Islam, Walaa, Maged, Ahmed Aly, Ahmed Magdy, Azazy, 7amo, Shousha, Taher. So about your career, about which you were really confused and didn't know what path you would take and what risks you would have to take and things you would have to give away, maybe you are still not clear with what you want, just don't EVER forget that you are capable of doing lots of things that you don't believe you can do until you do it. Ahmed ya habibi, don't let your fear of the unknown and fear of judgement and low self-confidence and self-esteem to obscure your way and affect your crucial decisions. You may not be sure of what will happen if you do something new to you, but remember, you won't be able to know if you can do it or not until you try it ya 8abi. Remember that before every new experience you took, you were always afraid and hesitant, but once you do it you know you could do it and that your fear wasn't necessary at all. So by now dear, I hope that you have achieved a lot and found your path and your purpose in life. Do you remember with every new year back then you used to write what you want to achieve in that year? You always wrote that you want to watch x movies and x series, learn x language (Spanish, Deutsch, French), read Quran a lot, go to the gym, travel to new places, meet new people and keep your old friends, take new experiences, etc… . Maybe your priorities have changed by now and these old bucket lists are completely changed, but always know that you always do what you can do and that you can't do everything in life. Don't be harsh on yourself dude! So that's it for now, and see you in few years! Sending love and support..♥️♥️♥️