A letter from Feb 28th, 2022

Dear FutureMe, Hi oldy Drea, Whatever you’re doing right now, stop. Go outside. Call your parents (if you’re lucky enough that they’re both still here). Take a moment and go have yourself a proper personal day. And don’t—don’t you dare—feel guilty for taking the time for yourself. This year has been a crazy one. You learned what love means, the lengths to which friendship can be tested (and lost), and became a yoga teacher. You’ve lived in New York for 14 years, and you’re ready to go to the mountains. Did you? Do you have a garden and goats and a fireplace? You’ve started thinking about having children, though you’re not sure whether or not children or heading out on another epic backpacking trip is the way to go. Know that whatever decision you made, it was the right one. You’re here now, and you’re exactly where you need to be. A couple of things to remember: You learned how to honor and treat your body well this year, and how to honor and treat those around you. Don’t ever settle for the easy way—just don’t settle, period. Life is too short. And remember that this current version of yourself loves you. And that’s not going to change. IDK Kung may Bf kana, But plss choose the best man na hiding hindi ipaparam*** sa'yo na nag-iisa ka. Sayang nga may gusto akong guy ngayon and feel ko same feelings kami. HAHAHAHAHHAHA. KASO AYAW KO PA EH! Gusto ko muna makatulong kila Mama, Papa, Lola at kila tita. TSAKA NA 'PAG EMOTIONALLY, PHYSICALLY AND FINANCIALLY STABLE NA AKO. Alam mo ba malungkot ako ngayon kasi feeling ko lagi akong na OP as lahat ng bagay although may mga kaibigan ako kaso na hurt ako na they have their favorite friend and ako, I always have myself kaya ako nalulungkot. I feel like, I'm no one's favorite. Grabe this 2022 hit me so HARD. 2022 GIVES ME **** AND PAIN ESPECIALLY ON MY ******* 18TH BDAY. I CRIED NOT BCOZ OF JOY BUT PAIN. THAT TIME I NEED A FRIEND TO ACCOMPANY BUT IDWT DISTURBED ANYONE. So moving on sana buhay pa'ko para mabasa to bcoz I'm sure I am.