A letter from Feb 23rd, 2022

hey me. it’s me again. i wrote a letter to you two years ago, but it did not really feel meaningful when I got it last year. so I’m going to try and make this letter more meaningful than the last one. been holding off on writing this for the past week. anyways, hey! you are probably a senior in high school now. or at least I hope so. i would not be surprised if you dropped out. middle school sucks ***. ever since I started 8th grade life has been getting more stressful and I’m pretty sure my social anxiety has gotten worse. though if you are still in high school, that’s good! i hope life has gotten better and you have learned how to not care as much. it’s something I have been trying to do currently. haven’t made some great progress, heh. also, if you are not in a relationship yet, don’t worry. you shouldn’t worry too much about that. in fact, im pretty sure it would be worse if you are in a relationship. the only relationship you should really have is the relationship you have with your family and friends. you should be happy that you have friends! i hope the friends I currently have are also still your friends in high school. maybe even college! though if you manage to get a significant other (somehow) then I guess that’s cool! just make sure they also care about you and are not the mean type. also, i hope you have met some new people in high school. there are some great people here in middle school that i have made friends with. though it seems like they already forgot about me. oh well. if not, then that’s fine also. if you are still the introverted person that I currently am, that’s okay! just focus on yourself and don’t worry about making friends. i know that sounds kind of weird, but just try doing it! focus on making yourself happy. worrying about not making friends is not gonna do you any good. i hope you have also found a talent during your high school years. i kind of want to play a guitar currently, but ive been really lazy and haven’t been doing that. though you probably have a different talent. maybe art or something! currently, i am in love with art. its something I need almost everyday. just the thought of drawing whatever comes to your mind is amazing. though it doesn’t matter what talent you have. just as long as you have one, that’s good. and if you don’t have one yet, that’s okay! you’ll find a talent at some point. i believe in you! also, are you still an omori brainrot? very curious since I still am after nearly a year of knowing about it. when you get this letter, it’s probably been five years since the game has released! the game has a very special place in my heart. it’s so special to me where it has taken me to the point where I come up little stories inside my head about the characters in the game! i know, typical introvert stuff. im also listening to the omori ost while writing this letter so that’s a bit funny. heh. you’ve probably forgot about omori at this point though. it’s probably been five years since it was released and the fandom has died by then. this letter will probably remind you of it though. which I am not sorry about! before I end the letter here, i just want to tell you a couple things: you matter! if you are currently still stressed like I currently am, just know that there are people that genuinely care about you. so talk to them! high school probably sucks, I know. but you can make it! just one more year or so and you’ll be graduating! one more thing: DO NOT CARE WHAT OTHER PEOPLE THINK OF YOU. please focus on yourself and yourself only. i know I’ve said this a thousand times, but I really mean it! if someone calls you weird or something, don’t take it to heart. if there’s only one thing I want you to do, it would be to stop caring what others think of you. anyways, i hope you are doing well. live life the best you can because it won’t last forever! - You