A letter from Feb 23rd, 2022

Dear FutureMe, Hey girl hey !! Currently sitting in your kitchen on 2-22-22 trying to figure out with to manifest. I wanted it to be something grand, something meaningful, something huge that the manifest can benefit from and I kept feeling blocked. Granted this could be bc of multiple reasons but I decided not to go with those thoughts and let them free. bye bye . Then I thought well, I can wish for the obvious. Owning a home, to live in; to rent out. Asset to revenue. I could pray for a healthy relationship, a loyal honest fun one. . More adventure, more family memories , more money. But ultimately these thoughts didn't satisfy me either .. Then I thought of Future Me! What better way to write my future then to write my future. . As I was eating dinner it hit me. I am a gardener. A botanist. Una curandera . I speak in plants , I see in color, I learn through scent. My methods of improving my healthy connected me back to my roots; and in doing so has helped thousands of others. I own businesses within the herb industry. My talents have taken me to heights I couldn't imagine. My experience in NY and LA have sky rocked my success and connection here in El Paso. I am greatly appreciative for the partners I made, the woman I met, and the memories filled with laughter as I navigated expanding my hair business into Texas. Thank you. El Paso I call home. Its where my house is. Its my second home. Its where we solidified my family. My marriage. Our union. The expansion of us. I embraced being a woman, a wife , and a mother. We build our home on solid truth, trust, and training. I love my wife more today then I did 10 years ago <3333 My circle is solid as a rock ! My sisters , my tribe, my best friends. I love these girls for growing with me, though me, for me , all while simultaneously teaching me, leading me, outshining me. I couldn't ask for a greater support group. I am grateful for every new woman in my life just as I squeeze tight to the ones that are still here. I love that I accepted listening to myself. Speaking up and out for myself. Continuously guiding myself through this self love journey called living. May my insights continue to rain down on me. May my knowledge continue to expand. And may my ancestors continue to protect and remind me of wtf I Am. Sincerely Yours, Biinx