A letter from Feb 13th, 2022

Dear FutureMe, Hi. Happy Birthday. You're already 27, so I assume you have a job, or maybe your own place with a dog and a cat. You can also still living with your mom because you ****** up college. You could be single because you still ******* up every potential lover coming your way but you can also be with someone special. But whatever that is, regardless of whatever path you chose to be, i hope you're happy. I hope at this age, you know what you want to be, well not exactly but i hope you find the meaning of what is like to be alive. I hope the heavy weight in your heart decreases. I hope you wake up every morning with a smile. Honestly, i got so much in my mind right now but as im typing this, im out of words. For me, thinking about future isnt a good idea, its overwhelming. But if ever you're still alive and you reach this age, reading this letter, i want you to know that im proud of you. For being strong. For not giving up. For everything. Happy Birthday, Bea. Keep going.