A letter from Feb 9th, 2022

Dear FutureMe, I was sailing in the sea at the time, but I wish I could sail on the cloudnine, where my fantasies reside. Walking on dry land, but I hope someday I can ride the train where my dreams move fast. I always watch birds fly away, but I hope I can catch one where my desire is alive.  I hope this letter will reach the future me, and I hope the future me is still alive and living happily. My younger self knows that there will always be someone who gets to stay and who will walk away from your life, but you still need to move forward and live your life. Don't let yourself drown in sadness. Remember that crying can ease the pain, but it is not a solution. If you ever contemplate suicide, keep in mind the people you will leave behind. Midnight and Winter will never stay forever, so you need to be strong and be independent. Take care of your mother and father. They did something wrong, but they are still your parents. Always be forgiving, but never allow others to diminish you. I know you're the type of girl who always says "you're pretty," even if you're not.That is a good thing, because even if you are not attractive, you can still see the good side of you. You can tell you are ugly without hurting yourself, and you can say you are beautiful with confidence. I hope this mindset will never be lost.  Help those people who have been good to you. Repay them with love and care. Never betray someone. Don't steal what isn't yours. I know you're not a thief, but I am aware that desperate people do desperate acts. You are not perfect, but you are enough and loved. People might misunderstand you, but always remember that there is someone who will never judge you. I know you have a sharp tongue, so think before you speak. Observe before you act.  And the most important thing is to never avert your eyes away from God. Keep holding, because God will never let go of your hand. Always be thankful and contented.  At the time you saw this, I hope you never change, but I also hope you develop in a positive way. Everything is going to be alright. Don't be afraid to take a risk.  4:09 Finished all the modules; only 1 report left. Me has no sleep. Bye