A letter from Feb 8th, 2022

Dear Kiddo, Hey! Its been a long time self, how are you? By this time you have graduated successfully whether late or not, I am still proud of you lods. Do you have got a job already? If yes that's GREAT! I hope you love your job, if not then dont worry. Just get experience and pursue the field that you love the most Future Geochemist! You probably wondering whether you want to proceed masterals, or chase first the dreams that you always wanted to do when you were college. Archery, Travelling, or Photography (I hope you will get that fave Fujifilm camera!). Its okay if you still haven't get all of it within 3 years. How about a girlfriend? Someone you are sure of, someone that you can rely on, someone that you can share your heart and feelings, someone that will help you when you're down, someone that will stay for the rest of your life? I know you are very bad at relationships but don't worry Im sure you will have that woman in your life that can take commitments and accept you for who you are. I know you really want to have that special someone but dont rush it lods! She will come soon! Always stay positive. I know you always though of ending yourself sometimes despite the struggles and sufferings. But always remember dont give up on life cuz im sure Shiene and Jade doesnt want to lose you over a depression. They might be busy with their jowas but I know they will give time for you when you are having breakdown cuz they know how hard life is. Kamusta na sina Mama at Papa? Papa still insensitive and only wants your grades to be high? Mama still give you child treatment to you despite being already 25 years old? You have endured a lot already from their personalities. Their generation really differs from ours and we still hope that someday they will understand the important of Mental Health. They may be really old at this point and may be you are providing them insurance. You may hate them because of their insensitivity but they are your parents. I hope when you have settled on an independent life, you have left them in good terms. I hope the anger inside you is already gone and forgive them from their character. I know its hard but trust me, you do not want to live the rest of your life regretting of your rude and ungrateful personality. Speaking of character, How is your mental health? is it good? are you still immature? Do you still have anger management issues? You have been seeking a lot of consultancies already for your mental health. I know you dont have time but I know deep in you, you really reaaaallllyyyyy want to be good. You will overcome your anger issues I promise you! You can do it! One more thing, Is Lolo and Lola still alive? I know you really love them despite venting your anger on them immaturely. I really hope you have reconciled with them, you really love them I know. I know you hate when Lolo keeps smoking becuz he wants to fasten up his lifespan. Lola wants to enjoy the rest her life bonding with other people through social media. I know you really hate social medias but Lola havent experienced this before so give her a chance. I really hope they are still alive to see me be successful, to give them the luxury they deserve. I really really hope they will last when that they comes. Remember you are always loved by people Kid, Remember you are not alone, Remember Life can be beautiful and not dark, Remember that you are great!