It´s me, I mean, you

Peaceful right?

I'm not sure what the future holds for me but I don't mind being in control anymore, I don't even want what I BELIEVE I wanted to happen now, because I've realized that what I wanted before is not what I want now; in fact, I thank God I didn't get it; the me from before wouldn't understand THE LUCK she had in things not going her way.... So this is you, writing to yourself just a blink of an eye before, after an event that made you realize even more that people are not what they seem; not even YOU are what you seem; you get it? Don't fall for the IDEA you have about a person because it's probably far from reality. Take your time to get to know, wait for them to reveal their true cards because, you learned it the hard way, there are always more cards up their sleeves. Don't stop trusting that 6th sense. When something tastes bad to you, don't hesitate, trust. If you feel it, it's for a reason. Maybe it's your future self warning you. I mean, I know in the past it was me warning me and I didn't listen, don't make the same mistake. Now some follow up questions: -How are you now, how do you feel? -In 4 days from today you start taking therapy with the psychologist that was recommended to you, how did it go, did you get better, did you get worse? -Did you meet someone special or did life teach you something else again? -How is your family? -How are your friends? -Did you go to Colombia in August as planned? -How is Negrita? -How are you doing in your career? if I'm not mistaken, you are already 1 year away from finishing? -Did you pass the exam? -How did it go with Precision Nutrition? -How do you treat patients? One more thing... I'd like you, if you haven't started, to take this as motivation to get started and set out to do something good every day or week, however you want, for a stranger. You can make tickets that say "do the same for someone else" and give it to each person you help. It could be buying breakfast, helping someone cross the street, or just listening to them. Just help and keep the chain going. See you later, hope to read from you soon and receive news back.

Epilogue

about 14 hours later

This letter was extremely refreshing. it was a gentle reminder that I must stay PRESENT because if I don't, I won't live and life goes by too fast, wow. I...

Elwl ot oretw fylsem i dot'n hist rbmereem ewhn ttreel vnee. Alwysa hte egttgin otn amy no rhwto iwll and emberiegmrn hwta avnhig fo illw rdeiimoft sleo soenmmt phepa,n or nmid amy em i nad noly gitsh meka and mowtroor elmierasb no ym. .
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Ot phenap dna inebg soal ttha ni the fro no it is nsouqite armptnito hytneivrge a eonrsa hatt ilef hwo ont gihtsn sha. At lla dne nto it'ndd aseubec i pasln het i and eht veen to cb,ak eerw my odgo hte me, i reew efurut em tmei d,)o oesran saw rfo esak teh dituse d,ay fo ti the it ti orf fi at nehw ni n,ad a uaderdnnst igven (own taht oolk. Ym os swa emn form for ske,a pmeea,xl tihw kyclu my tasp, pu i orf evlaser aws inndeg ton yse.
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Be oeemnso yhet hwat are ot tno oyu edn ,itncrlaey rppaea kwno vrnee tngtgie olpeep dan dan up ot. Temiaks aveh is a htta a ni usoisre to nmdi dna os so esnpor ti is. Is - haed nrolge i het ttah uyo etg eht dame eth h,att tah,t to ethrar ttha hetro neseomo ubt mblea irupessrs oyu htat but daei lvebiee fo do on ni rsenpo yuo oryu ehnw dan estenr fro. Nda og tn'od ustj epesrnt eb da,eis get.
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Utinesoqs ollfow pu.
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1. Doog rghit i leef won. Ym a etssrsde little exams of e,kwe tbu odog tmedmir adn enontfdic siht ecesabu.
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2. Hte eon nidsioesc deam all tebs eyra fo ytapehr saw i agtistnr. Hwo asw emlesefet-s i i erayhpt owl ym drtaets lniut nkow dtdi'n. Thfsi tbu tlamen m'(i hte a oirwkng litsl of lecdnbriie i nvee i the ac'nt cehaeivd wsa i eagidn no erya fo salsfseneawre )sngith tshi lot xeanipl sileebf. A ma ot i si no am het eels inpgectac now eewhr eatsg ta neo atht i e,m tmnetmmcoi. T,i to ont tub for atth omeones lemsfy me, lees i ofr ese pmeriov eslfym flee orf to mstu it. A hatt twhi on (evne ngakmi tgnhis ym setdrta eeicsigrxn vi'e etc lan,is yemfls eahv 'im erlyla otn te,ad tetpyr gndio rhai, llasm fdef:cneeir y,tetonsnsicl my a if nigog amed. Ti snvnemeitt dan elsef keli ) an fselmy in.
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3. Ughatt lol arcl,yinet ilef esslsn,o and em roem 2. Aws i leaylr for mchu it aerc dap,oicrs tdin'd neo. Ermo hurt my e,go it ihonntg btu. Dame urht swa ebauesc elki hoetr, htosr eothr het tbu no up mndi ym i em. Etm so me; i thne trocofm fo i and mih baotu tslo ctpdceea em, i in he adn i lfet, em thisg asw nad sudfcoe as atrap fell no hmi taht ttiseern glions mih i i chmu oortgf feebro hte. Ciyuklq aaign btu smefyl i iedcpk up. Ttah reeimdnr fits,r ecowlem htat a epecreeinx was mcoe i yslaaw. Of moicttmmne cna thta eth i rtsfi itgsh em lseo thta ,am nreve i woh si dan to. Em ash at,ht i eht gorw smto tsom phdele taht eth iknth nebe si´t fo sha vene been one cerpxniese,e eon tghohu lauinfp het ti. Nda ifel atths´ ohw koswr.
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4. Hktan ,dorer god my is in adn hleyaht mlyifa.
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5. Fro si atrp aem,s excpte eht a rfo e,llw my s lla sa ogrlne hwo ers,ndif of us no.
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6. Falh fo iptr the ,og nad tno eanptsal saw i idd. Otn orf nda nveeyeor itwh ilengda olces iwht vreantdeu rea uoy to me ti who tiwh tmus sa atlevsr hgnismeot eb ynerveoe be na ttha as plpoee tghatu it ,cool thta.
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7. Reiatgn aivel si.
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8. I ma fo eth cmntommtei ceuseba nidog ntah frboee is ebtert my an:tmar wtih me. Nidgpne no tub idgno i opi,mrve ettebr sllit nac hant froebe 'im im' tsghin hatt. Me vs. Em. A s,ey wlli ni i nda ryae eb a codtro. . . Leevieb ti 'tanc istll i.
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9. For ti alrley ni i,t tnahev' hnew lnpa tudys to tnriespinh utb m'i entka i i.
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10. T'didn em nptio ti for ni hatt ta wrko saw perxeenice my eifl out ahtt tusj nehrtao.
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11. Ryt sa aettr bpileoss lemi isblsope eamk iwht ayd to ethm i sa tafobelcmro sa hcum extra as eevyr dan go htta tcpeers to tehm efle. Nbrig rieht a to ot ylsaaw afce mlise i ytr.
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Hte lhgeeacln etka cauncot i inot llwi adn.
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Hatgut hatt, out the yaw af,r oemr tsgnih ietm, athw one ouy wnta you truden file ,to dene ayw wath of n:tigh rae ni wlysaa hvae to, oyu ehmt stom aesm teh end, ash waysal nto the nad uyo tehm htnig nawt deen yeth tbu n'dto het eth rtnu tuo su dan so.