A letter from Jan 29th, 2022

Dear FutureMe, you will have become 18, i wrote as the video told lol. we're old arent we?? with 18 comes responsibilities, but we aint going there today so, yeahh. happy late *** new year from your 14 year old self, *****. i hope you know what youre doing good as **** right now is really ****** up. the past you liked a lot of weird things and really hopes youre rich as the past you doesnt really like to be poor and wants to feel the feeling of being rich. or at least financially stable. i hope you wouldve gotten at least 75% in high school or else its gon be bad. dont forget to spoil yourself by yourself. i do like my friends rn but i hope you make more friends and be able to socialize because you know covid has ****** your socializing skills up real bad. i hope you have found your lover, and even if you dont, dont worry your 14 year old self aint gotten the first kiss yet lol. just be a bad *****. i know, things might go up and down but never forget to held your head high. things might go wrong, so find the best ways to solve them. and pleaseeeee be with your friends and familyyyyyy! theyre hopefully going to be the ones that love you no matter what you are. i hope you would have come out. if you have not, ***** i know its ******* hard but lets try! i hope you dont have live in the conservative world im living in rn. and ab covid, i did learn a lot of things and i hope youre being benefitted by it. be grateful for whatever you have. WHATEVER. try your best not to make anyone sad unless they deserve it. i know you. youve tried, youve succeeded, but deep down, you regret making them sad knowing you wouldnt have any idea what to do if you were in their situation. love your mamu and baba. they can be harsh. mom has never been though, i love that ***** lmaooo. yeah i know, baba can be really saddening sometimes and can get on your nerves but never forget, he is your father. you are really lucky to have all of your 4 grandparents. you know that. your first ko aama and baa love you very much, you know that better than very well. on your other aama and baa, aama is a cutie, i love her and i know you love her too. about baa, he is old, he too can get on your nerves but i know youre good at ignoring your anger because you know that theyre old and helpless. you have that pity inside yourself. now, if someone, hopefully doesnt, passed away, please dont feel sad, their physical body might not be there but if you loved them and they really loved you, theyll always be in your heart. remember your music taste. music will be your blanket that saves you from the boogie man sis. all the artists you currently listen to now, will be forever lasting memories. maybe expand your taste, or nah stick w it lol. you know youre special, like no one else in the world, one of a kind. you know your worth. make the right choices. and DO NOT miss on self-care. your friendships and relationships will get you to the top. dont get sad if things dont go as planned. just click any song of YOUR choice and let it goooo. know that "if you expect disappointment, then you can never really get disappointed". expect the worse sis, believe me, it wont hurt as much as you expected. maybe get a job, ofc you have to, and work. work hard because, 1. you have to earn money to live that dream rich aunt life of yours & 2. nicki hates lazy people. i guess you wouldve gotten in some stuff and be doing some crazy **** but just keep things under control. its ok to go wild sometimes but *****, make sure it isnt damaging. but whatever goes, dont stop loving and supporting the people that love you. make memories and feel them. make sure you have all your friends in touch. you need to call all those ******** in a party when youre rich. also, got to the ******* school with your dream car; (H - series) if yk, yk; show them girls, boys and hopefully non-binaries (as i hope that school isnt so ****** 4 years lates) that there was once a bad ***** that placed his *** right where they sit and walked right where they stand. period. ok **** this is longg. i hope all your plans succeed or have succeeded. ily *****. **** it upppp. and also, its 29th of jan, 2022, so until you receive this letter, you wouldve gotten yourself a hot date for the 14th of feb loll. byeee! x13