A letter for the future 20 yearsold steph <3

Dear steph, Heyy... Happy Birthday!! remember me? I'm your past self :) like that boring 15 yearsold ***** who's unmotivated to do anything (even washing her hair yikes), yeah that... u remember me now? As u should. So like how are you? U ok? How's mom? How's dad who went to buy milk? Is he back already? How's your annoying siblings? Aren't u gonna ask if how am I? Uhh Well I'm not ok obvi... I haven't done any schoolworks since school started, idk what I'm doing tbh. I feel so tired to do anything even tho all I do is use my phone all day ×-×. My sleep schedule is messed up like my hair, I sleep around 10am and wake up at 6pm... wth am I doing with our life, (I'm sorry for wasting our time ok?) I eat like twice a day •-•. I've been so down lately. So... *coughs cutely* what's up with u now? Huh? What we doin lately? Did u get a bf? O-o... If yes, is he hot? Rich? Hmmm. Did u go to college? So like what are u in now? Idk what it's called but like the thing u wanna focus studying abt for your job? So like currently I'm interested abt astronomy... Uhm but whatever u did it's okay I think. Except for keeling yourself, that's not ok, cuz how r u gonna read this if you're dead?... so where are u now? Do u live alone? With mom? Wherever u are rn I hope you're doin great :) I hope you're happy while reading this :> So... you're 20 now? I can't believe it... I know you're probably cringing so hard rn cuz of how I typed... Is covid still a thing? Or like is there some new viruses? Pandemic still exist? I hope not... cuz it really sucks, idk when will this ever end... I hope you're somewhere safe girl... So did u overcome your insecurities? Cuz when you were like 14 u were so insecure about your appearance, your eyes, nose, jaw, teeth... I hope you're finally confident. Because rn I'm so not appreciating myself... So what happened to your music taste? What kind of music r u into? Rn I'm loving chase atlantic's music. What about our cats? Loki? Luca? Loco? Are they still around? (: Take care of yourself ok? So like that's all I wanna say... I hope you're very very happy and slaying purr. I love you so much <3 Sincerely, Past stephanie