A letter from Jan 11th, 2022

Dear FutureMe, Hi, I'm here again I just wrote my recent future me letter this afternoon. Today is diff not my day, I feel so sad rn, I wanna cry bro, this hurt so bad. Dad is mad at me because of my acads, and my sister is not in the mood-yk it affects the atmosphere-the whole house when someone's hot ik the mood. Nong pinapagalitan ako in papa I tired my best to not to cry, isty I was laughing and smile the whole time just to not to cry, I was trying to bring my sister's mood by talking to her even tho I don't feel like it, I tried my best bro, I am so done with her , I am done dealing her attitude. Sometimes when the day's not really for us(when we argue) and I am the who should be upset I( idk how to translate it in English) hinahayaan ko nalng ung feelings ko cuz she acts like ugh she acts like she's the victim, Im tired bro tbh I always prioritize her feelings, she has bipolar disorder and so it means it's gonna be difficult to be around her. Yay everybody hates me today 😝 Honestly I don't like talking in this way but who cares? nah but fr I cringe after Aight I hope tomorrow is gonna be a great day! Oh wait where are ya rn? Like omgh? Us? Canada? Oh hell naw I've always wanted to live in that place!!!!! Oh yeah if we're really in one of those countries then well done Ms. Gorgeous I AM SO ******* PROUD OF YOU(BOTH OF US) lol of course I'm gonna include my current self cuz where you are rn if I didn't do all those things to decide what I Wanna do when I get older lol and oh I'm trying to bring back my motivation- interests cuz I am losing it rn, butt dw your 15 year old self would do everything to get where we wanted to be yayyyy and ofc you gotta help me with that ! Girl I got BIG GOALS when I graduate or doesn't matter if I do or not - I am going to start a business lmao I don't wanna be an employee for the rest of my life, that's just nah , I don't want to be the employee I want to be the BOSS!!! Yeppp :)) Your 15 year old self really love you!!! Aight thats it I'm done for today. End writing January 11,2022 at 11:04 pm And oh I am listening to Anchor by Novo Amor! Go listen to it rn cuz it's so good !!!! I am going to send this to you maybe in 10 years later woww thats gonna be a long ride - journey. I love you so frescking much mien! - Gorgeous Yasmien Yeah I am actually yk sometimes we gotta admit it to ourselves cuz we really are!!! We gorgeous omfg Byebyebye see ya! Omg this just makes me sad cuz like this is my first time sending a letter to you in 10 years, mostly I set it on 5 years or what but like okay I'm done literally I'm leaving now. It's actually okay to be sad yk if you wanna cry then cry you ***** you you nah nvm yeah but fr it's completely fine!!!! Gorgeous gorgeous girls are allowed to cry - not just for girls we are all allowed to express our feelings!!! But sometimes I don't want to cry cuz I don't look good when I cry yk those white girls when they cry their face turns into red then ugh it's so cool but mine It doesn't but maybe if I am really hurt then cry so freaking hard then yk maybe I look really good when I cry. Alright thats it ! Done writing 11:12 pm You should receive this on January 11 2026. -mien