A letter from Jan 10th, 2022

Dear FutureMe, Ajj hai 10. January 2022 monday 11:12 am . Instagram ke through mujhe pata chala iss website ke barre me . Agar mai apne ko kuch bolna cahunga 5 saal baad toh voh ye ki yaa to mai 5 years ke baad bht paise kamunga ya fir ek it company me normal se job karunga . Inshallah . Abhi yt pe subscriber hai kd 2.0 ke 575 abhi pata nhi age kya hoga . Shayad ye saal tak 1k ya 50 k ho jaye ya channel dead ho jaye bht se possibilities hai sab allah ke bharose. Ajj mere pass sirf ek laptop hai aur 2800 ₹ hai acc me . Abhi pata nhi 1 saal baad kya hoga . Aur agar college ki baad ke jaye toh college toh band hai abhi . Kuch bhi padai nhi hui hai . Mera body weight hai 64.4 kg probably . Agar mera channel chal jata hai toh story kuch aur hogi ya fir luck nhi tha samjh ke bhul jaunga . Abhi tak 2 channel toh dead padh gayi ek channel par Kd edits jo main channel tha uspar bht try kiya alag alag content dala gameplay , highlights, funny ,exe videos but kuch chala nhi fir ek baar ek vid dekhi yt par ek editor the maximus usne kisi ki toh video edit ki thi t1 player ki b2ignite tha shayad uska naam . Usne Bollywood songs pe t1 montage edit ki thi. Vaha se mujhe idea aya Bollywood songs par edit karne ka. Fir maine tumhe jo maine dekha uss pe montage banaya . Jab use instagram par upload kiya toh barrod gaming ne use share kiya jaha tak mujhe yaad hai. Fir aese hi Bollywood songs par montage banata gaya acche views ate ate views kum hone lage .fir maine socha chodo gameplay montage dalte hai try hard sniper jaise . But jaise vo try karne gaya pubg ban hogaya . Fir mera motivation chala gaya . Fir maine wapis se beat sync montage banana shuru kar diya. Fir jab meri sister ka laptop tha acer aspire 7 8 gb ram 4gb graphic card . Fir usme maine editing start .pehle gande beat sync fir achhe wale bhi banye ,fir gande velocity fir achhe wale bhi banye. Mera latest video jo banya hai bijlle bijlle uspe 1.1k views hai and channel pe total 41k views . Maine mera first channel start kiya tha Kd edits shayad 1nov 2019 ya 4 nov ko pata nhi but uss time mujhe dengue hua tha .kuch karne ko nhi tha isliye socha chal ek yt channel start karte hai . Jab mujhe kuch pata nhi tha kaise karte . Na video edit karne ati thi na thumbnail banane ata tha . Par yt channel chala ne ki excitement thi . Pehle du screen recorder se record karke usse hi edit karke upload karta tha . Fir kinemaster sikha fir jab Bollywood montages banane laga toh slowmosmooth action cam , alight motion , kinemaster . Aur jab toh slow motion sirf slow mo action cam me hota tha .ye app ka toh alag hi struggle hai . Mujhe pata jab video ka kounsa part slow mo karna hai toh 3min ki full video ko slow motion kar deta tha . Tab 3min ki video ko slow motion karne me 7-8 hrs lagte the . Pehle raaat ko 100 % charge karke fir alarm lagana padta tha 3-4am ka fir utke firse charging lagana padta tha . Tab jake pura video slow mo hota tha. Ye toh mere liye struggle tha . Mere phone bhi bht sath diya jitna insano ne nhi diya utna machine ne mera sath diya ,( redmiK20pro ) . Bas yahi hai mera yt ki kahani abhi jitna yaad tha utna likh diya . Baaki sab toh ye 🧠 me ghumta rehta hai har roj . Agar ye koi padh raha hai ya mai padh raha hu . Agar mera yt channel chal gaya hai & mai successful hu toh , mere liye ye great job hai , agar nhi toh kismat jo tha vo hogaya , par ek skill toh sikh liya . Bas abi ek do baat likhna chaunga . Its not about the Destination its about the journey . Ye reels me dekha tha but bht pasand aya. Abhi editor friends bhi utne nhi . But thanks bolna chahunga grenade op, barood gaming, amaannoob bas itne hi hai😁 & school aka pubg , bgmi friends - arbaaz , Ismail , arfaat ,sahil ,ayaz bhai ,rehan vd , saud , subhi . Agar Kisi ka naam bhul gaya toh sorry . Family ko bhi thanks bolunga kyunki kisi ni mana nhi but kisi ne motivation , push bhi nhi kara karne ke liye . Kuynki unke bhi koi galti nhi hai kuynki unko samjhta hi nhi hai na. Ye yt kya hota hai . Gaming carrier kya hota hai . But jo bhi hua and hoga accha hoaga . At the last i wanna thank me and in believing in me . And thanks to almighty ALLAH . 💜