A letter from Jan 6th, 2022

Hey salma, this is a bit weird writing this but it's currently January 7 2022 1:54 am ( yes I went back and added the time) and I'm 14 years old. Yeahhhhh... Life isn't that exciting rn, kinda lonely and stressful. Don't really have anyone to talk to, just sleep and scroll through YouTube and TikTok. Trying to eat healthier (failing miserably) for my acne. Is it gone now? Are you happy? Are you confident? Are you ok?? Please be fine, I want you to open this letter in a part of you life that you feel good in. Please don't be sad, I'm holding back tears rn lol. I hope you're happy and have new friends who you can talk to. Btw did people stop telling you how quiet you are? Are you more social now? Don't be scared, that's cringe 🥱. Also, pls tell me ceaser is still there. If I'm being honest, I hate growing up but I also hate, no not hate but really 'dislike' life rn. I feel ruined and exhausted, I don't want to disappoint our parents, tell me you did good in school, were you happy with the ig subjects you picked? Are you going to America for college? Ughhh idk bro, I just want school to end, I hate and I don't care about anyone in it. It sucks, the life is being sucked out of me I have no motivation to do anything. Ok enough of my venting, don't want u to feel bad. Are u crying rn? I think you are. I want you to be happy, oh no I'm crying. Btw do u still watch anime? Did u finish black clover and jojo's? Did hxh come back lol. What about haikyuu? Gosh I'll **** u if you aren't happy even after 3 years. Oh yeah how did jujutsu kaisen end, or is it still going? ... Gurl just be okay, ok? Yeah I'm blanking, don't know what to write, so just have a better life 😡 OK? Okay bye 👋😚 - salma Wait, one more thing, anything going on with ur YouTube channel? Happy new years btw 🎉❤️, this is your gift 🎁 Okay last thing, is covid still around? Or u still using masks to hide ur acne, hope ur classmates didn't ask about it!