A letter from Jan 6th, 2022

Hey there buddy, First things first, happy first day of college! I hope it's MIT or some other cool one. Anyways, even if you got in some stupid Russian one, it's okay. I wonder what's your major? Do you still like Physics? Wait what if you are majoring biology☠️ AnYWaYs,,, I hope you are doing alright. You probably forgot you wrote this huh? ***** go to the doctor. So, now Imma talk about myself💅 I am in our hometown right now lol. I am going through a rough period in life, I hope it'll be over soon, cuz my *** wants to be happy finally😭 I cut my legs like everyday, I hope you don't have scars because of me. If you do, sorry, I just don't know any better. I feel so bad everyday tbh,,, headaches, feeling like Imma 'bout to faint, even hallucinations sometimes... Mom doesn' t seem to care though, I hope she'll take me to the doctor soon, but I don't think she will. It feels like something is wrong with me, but I can't find out what it is. That's about it, I just want you to know that I'm proud of you no matter how much you accomplished. Yours, 13 y.o. you