A letter from Jan 5th, 2022

Hi! I randomly picked the date of the time that you'll get this so, How old are you right now? I'm currently 14, turning 15 April this year. Let me get you a quick rundown of our situation. So I'm currently in 8th grade, soon to be 9th. I'm the top of the class and I have 4 competitions to attend this year (yes, I got through the elimination round of them all, I hope I get pass through the championship). I'll get my card tomorrow about my Quarter 3 performance, and to be honest, I feel like I'm going to have a low grade, I hope not. My academics are all good! As for family matters, I think it's neutral good. Our relationship with mom is okay, you treat your siblings a little more on the tough side but nothing too serious. Oh, and Gray went poof since yesterday. I don't know if he's ignoring my messages or he just uninstalled Tiktok. All good, I didn't take it to heart, maybe he's going on through something or he just doesn't want to talk to me, either way, I'm fine. Jami is fine. She's still alive, I hope she still does in there. Oh and I stopped updating my novels :(. I lost motivation and when I do get some bits of inspiration, I don't know where to start writing. I hope I get to finish my novels someday :). I met new people by the way. You probably won't remember them by now but their Maryan, Joana, Jobenar, Irish, etc. I'm not that close with them but we do talk some time. I'm actually also planning on freelancing, hoping to earn some money. It'd be good if I can help mom on some bills, or have extra money for somethings when I want to buy something. I hope I did continue this freelancing till there T^T. Now, let's talk about you. Cliché, I know, but how are you? Is your heart still intact or does it have little/big breaks now? Is your mind peaceful or is it running with things on like a marathon? I don't want to guess, since life isn't predictable, but I do hope you're happy. If you're tired, rest. If you're happy, celebrate. If you're sad, cry. If you're feeling yourself, then feel it. Do it. Don't bottle everything up. Free yourself. You're probably tearing up now, HAH. Jokes aside, I hope you're happy. I hope that you feel peace and contentment. I wish you all the best, future me. - 14 (soon to be 15 this year) year old mirah. <3