A letter from Jan 5th, 2022

dear future princess, you'll probably forget about writing this letter in ten minutes— okay maybe 20 minutes, but anyway, i'm not really sure what to say but i have a few questions for you and i hope you don't disappoint me. but first of all, happy birthday to you. :) first question: how did you celebrate your birthday? do you finally have an adhd diagnosis? if so, how did the people around you react? are you taking meds? do you have other mental or physical illnesses? how's your health? are you eating well? i hope so. we have to keep going. life is good right now. i'm currently watching 18 again with mikay. it's currently 11:51 am on the 5th of january, 2022. new year was just 5 days ago. wow, i can't believe it. my goal this year is to read atleast one page of a book a day and to take care of myself. so, you're eighteen? big number. welcome to adulthood ! i hope you have everything sorted out. and if not, that's perfectly fine. take tour time, but don't stop trying. also, stop overthinking everything. just move forward. how are we doing in school? are we still on the honor's list? i'm really worried. our final exams will be face to face. i'm not ready to meet people in real life and to go back to school. it's gonna be hard for me to go back. one more question, do you still read books? what are your hobbies? do you have friends? it's fine if you don't have any, as long as you aren't lonely. how's zada? she's still with you? i really hope so :( also, get yourself some water right now !!!! are you still friends with heather? which school are you attending? are you going to college? psych major? how's your mental health? doing fine? did you move houses? or even rooms? still into kpop? is life fun? do you have a love interest? probably not. did you come out? are you still fruity ?? sorry for asking a lot of questions, i'm curious about a lot of things. what's your mbti? did you get any other pets? are you still one stan twitter or did you leave for good? promise me to hold one a bit longer okay? everyone has bad days sometimes. you have to keep going, make me proud. you don't have to be better than everyone else. you just have to be better than me. right now. so do better, okay? i love you, good bye ! ♡