Birthday Letter for 18 year old me🎉

Dear 18 year old me, 18 now, huh? That must be a big accomplishment, shouldn't it? Well, I got a lot of things to ask! Even if you can't talk to your past self...(=^=). But, you can write about your future! So... How is our liking for storytelling/character making? Do we still want to be an author? How are our main characters doing? (Issac, Austin(all 3 of them), Mason, Kate, Kai, Juilet, Zeke, Gabriel, etc.) Do they have new names or personalities? How are they with our siblings' characters? If so, who are they now and can you give a brief bio about them(Mostly Issac and Mason), Or did we lose connection with them? If so, that would be sad. There is so much I want to know! How are our plans to write books for our other characters, going? I just really want to know. Even if this probably reminds you of Flame world...(=^=) •Did any major changes happen in the Flame world? Like who is still together and who broke up and why? •Did Issac and the 1st version of Austin get together and are they still together? •Are Mason and Levi still dating or did they ever get married? •Are they any new characters too? Like who they are and how they fit. •Did we ever get to draw our characters and not have to use Gacha Club anymore? •Did any of our characters' past change or the entire storyline? •Are Mason and Callen still friends? I hope so! •What is our characters' new names if any of them change? I know that I asked that question twice but still answer it. •Any new relationships? With new characters or old characters? Any new polyamorous couples? •Is 3rd version Austin still evil? •Are Alan and Juliet still besties? Still singing Frozen songs on loop. •Do we ever still look back on the google photos to see how the past was? Because I hope we still keep those Gacha photos! •How do you feel about Hunter? Since he is a character that is comforting to me and one of my favorite characters! •Is Mason still short as ****? (He's 5'5" atm). I sadly can't think of any other questions about my characters. But, I sure do hope you still use them! You should look back in the past to see how they have grown. Like look mostly in the period I'm in. (Mid 2021-Early 2022). If you're working on other characters, probably by any chance you should use the Flame world characters again! Since I'm not letting 2 years of those characters to waste. I'm still deeply missing some relationships our characters had. But, like in real life, all relationships don't last! Try to not forget our characters and if you did, here's your reminder! Okay, Future Me? ===================================== Well, I'm very sorry for the big paragraph about my characters but here is the other personal question. ---------------------------------------- •Who are we still friends with and not(yk, Leavi, Eunice, Charlie, and Nick)? I at least hope we are still friends with Leavi and Charlie! If not, who are our new friends and how are they? •Next, How was coming out to Mom and Dad? Also, are we still non-binary and aromantic? I hope it wasn't too bad. Did they at least accept us? •So, how was our dream of being a therapist? Do we have to go to the military for college or are we instead doing something else to help us? Since it sucks that being diagnosed with Autism can stop you from going into the military. :( •Oh yeah, Did we find out who the people in our head were!? Since, I'm still concerned about where Zachary, Luke, and the little girl came from. Mom says it is just a coping mechanism. •I know that I'm aromantic atm, but by any chance, did we happen to find someone to love? If so, who are they? •How is our relationship with our siblings? Especially, Veronica! I want to know if they are doing good in life! •Are we using social media and posting stuff now? Like what platform and what are we exactly posting on there? Are we doing good? •Any new clothes style lately, new haircut? Do you like how you look? I hope we have more confidence in our self! •Ever go out by any chance? With friends or possible lovers? Do you even though how to drive? •Did we ever grow taller? That I hope for since being 4'10" sucks!!! •How is being officially an adult feel to you? •Any new coping mechanism? Healthy ones are the ones I hope we are doing! •Learn any new languages? Like Spanish or Japanese? •New Comfort Characters, lately? Mine right now is Sundrop from FNAF: Security Breach! •Any new voices you've been hearing since atm, I have Zachary, Luke, and the little girl. So any new people? •Did we ever change our name, since I'm going by Jule or Juul(I'm still deciding on how to spell it still...) •Did we ever get therapy for our problems? •How is our relationship with our parents? Are we doing well with Mom and stuff? Did our relationship with Dad get any better? Since I'm not that close with them. ====================================== This is something that I know will catch you out of surprise since of our memory problem and it is about 5 years that you will see this. But I just want to know how life is for you now! Since I'm just 13 years old turning 14 on the day you are reading this. I already have a lot of **** on me. Like, Constant migraines, Identity crises, Stress of school, Family problems, Friend problems, Memory Problems, and many more! I'm also still sick of hearing how "mature" for my age I am. It annoys me especially with being the oldest. I know we are still in school, due to school ending in May. But I wanted to send this on our birthday. Being 13 is hard, I'm still surprised that I have lived this long. Life is difficult and always will be. Hey, I got another question! How do you say your life is, either being a waterfall or river? ============================== Well, I don't have anything else to say. But, I do hope these questions were enough to ask. I also hope you get these messages since I don't know where you are going to be in 5 years! I know surely lots has changed in 5 years. also, please spare me on my countless grammar mistakes. I have to legit keep correcting my spelling. So spare me...(=v=). Happy Birthday!🎉Turning 18 years old with 4 real birthdays! Make sure to reply ASAP! Love by ur past non-binary mushroom self, Jule(or Juul)