A letter from Jan 3rd, 2022

Dear FutureMe, I absolutely hope you're better with money cause I'm not. 2021 was kinda rough for me and my family with my dad and all. I'm sure you remember. It seems like I'm in such a hurry to grow up and be an adult and make money and buy whatever I want but you see I'm trying to make myself believe that I dont need all that. The end isn't the goal, the journey is. I want to enjoy my journey to being a medical doctor so bad. I want to look back and be happy that I have no regrets but frankly I'm scared I'll look back and my life would be full of regrets. So I want you to start living in the right now. Study and be serious and all but don't leave any stone unturned. Don't reminisce about what if, just do it. Buy that hair, buy that phone, go shopping, read that book, confess your feelings, go on that solo walk, listen to music underneath the sunset and let the wind call your name. Do what makes you happy, be happy. Allow yourself to feel the emotions that you feel but don't let them get the better of you. Take a lot of pictures on your own phone not on others, make videos of yourself crying. Make videos of yourself happy. I dont want you to finish studying medicine and find out you have no life. Make friends, talk to people on a platonic level. Make others happy, but also make yourself happy. Dont harbour hatred in your heart, speak your mind. I just want you to be happy💜