A letter from Jan 2nd, 2022

Dear FutureMe, Happy 30th Birthday, Self! I hope this letter will find you well. I wish that your dream to go abroad and to travel has been already reached by this time, but then if not, I'm sure that you already have progress--in any aspect of your life. I hope you already have someone beside you-- a lifetime partner, who will reach goals with you, who will be patient with you, who will inspire you to do more and dream more. I also hope that you have already been healed from your past... you have been through so much, and you deserve a wonderful and fruitful future. I hope you're happy and contented by now.. I hope by this time, someone is already helping you with the struggles of life.. I hope by this time, you are not alone. I also pray that you are not the breadwinner anymore of your family, but if this is still a "yes", there is nothing wrong with that, but I just hope that you are not struggling financially, anymore.. I hope you already have a stable business.. I hope that your business is steady that you don't have to work your *** off 8-5pm ((((you really hate this kind of life, and you want freedom)))) i really pray that you are free to do anything in your life right now!!!! I also really really hope by this time, you have already taken the board exam, and already passed it. I know this is a lot of pressure to yourself, but that license was the dream in the first place-- for yourself and for your parents. If not, please continue to pursue that license, if there ia any chance.. you can do it, self!! You always can. I hope that you have already forgive yourself from the wrong mistakes and decisions you made in the past. Don't be so hard on yourself. Leave the past behind and continue living your best life in the future. I hope that you already fixed ur teeth and pursued your weight loss journey!! These have been one of the biggest insecurities you have with yourself. But actually, nevertheless, you are still beautiful. Im just reminding you!! I also hope that you already pursued singing and vlogging! You always loved doing these since 2016/2017.. you always loved capturing moments with your smartphone, you always loved singing, playing guitar, (this year u learned how to play piano, last year u learned how to play ukulele)... music has been your life ever since!!! I hope you did not lose your passion this time, please! Lastly, I hope that you are still that grateful person that I know... grateful to God in all ways... grateful to your family and friends.. I've always admired that about you. I still hope you are this girl who has a big heart for everyone--but please, still, with BOUNDARIES. You've already learned how to walk away from abusive people, and I hope you still do. I'm so proud of what you already accomplished on your 30th! I hope more and more on 40th! Love you, self! 💞