A letter from Dec 27th, 2021

hi future me , hope you're doing well at this point you'll be like 18 so you should be cool by now currently you're sitting on your bed messaging jasper about 2018 you and how he said he wouldn't have married you in 2018 ( messages placed below ) tegan <3 — Today at 19:34 i do say 2018 me was something else never again jasper <3 — Today at 19:35 im so scared of2018 u tegan <3 — Today at 19:35 if i ever get the chance to time travel i'm slaping 2018 me in the face tegan <3 — Today at 19:35 it's a terrorfying time jas all i did was watch anime , listen to bts and loads on kpop bands and find people to have crushes on thats all i did jasper <3 — Today at 19:36 the way youve explained it id be surprised if 2018 you didnt say "UwU" tegan <3 — Today at 19:36 no i did i said that many times at least i'm pretty sure i did jasper <3 — Today at 19:36 ironically??????? tegan <3 — Today at 19:36 nope jasper <3 — Today at 19:36 oh tegan <3 — Today at 19:36 if i ever said it it would deffinitly have been unironicly and thats the problem or many problems with 2018 me jasper <3 — Today at 19:37 so glad we werent married then beloved tegan <3 — Today at 19:37 same jasper <3 — Today at 19:37 actually im not even sure we would be tegan <3 — Today at 19:37 jasper <3 — Today at 19:37 dont think id say yes tegan <3 — Today at 19:37 CRYING jasper <3 — Today at 19:37 HELP THE SILENCE IS SO LOUD THE SILENC IS WAY TO LOUD tegan <3 — Today at 19:38 why wouldn't you say yes to this jasper <3 — Today at 19:38 why would i tegan <3 — Today at 19:38 cus it's me a bad veersion non the less but still me jasper <3 — Today at 19:39 hmm is it tho you're so different im not even sure it is you tegan <3 — Today at 19:40 don't i look cool thooooo ( just wait for the images to send they're taking forever ) josie probably would have been like " ew no why would i marry you " jasper <3 — Today at 19:41 can u send them on whatsapp tegan <3 — Today at 19:42 i'll try mylove [19:42, 27/12/2021] tegan <3: * 4 images of 2018 me * [19:42, 27/12/2021] jas 🐸: OH LORD [19:43, 27/12/2021] tegan <3: you're meant to tell me you wouldn't wife that [19:43, 27/12/2021] jas 🐸: i wouldbt [19:43, 27/12/2021] jas 🐸: instead i would cry [19:43, 27/12/2021] tegan <3: whyy [19:44, 27/12/2021] tegan <3: i looked great /j [19:44, 27/12/2021] tegan <3: i'm sure if i came up to you with kpop bursting out my headphones in my bts jumper and my bts phonecase and went " will you marry me UWU " you'd swoon [19:47, 27/12/2021] jas 🐸: yeah [19:47, 27/12/2021] jas 🐸: i think i would/j [19:48, 27/12/2021] tegan <3: seeeeeeeeeee you'd love meeeeeeeeee /j [19:48, 27/12/2021] jas 🐸: totally mylove/j so yeah just wanna apologise for 2018 me hopefully i don't turn out like that again . if i do find out how to time travel and wack me one pls i beg anyway enough about the terror that was 2016 - 2019 how are you ? isn't it like 2026 when you get this ? it's 2021 rn ( well in like 5 days it won't be but it currently still is ) but yeah very exiting . i'm sure you won't remember any of this so i would ask how this week goes comparing all the **** i've got planned but you probally have no clue . something you will ( hopefully ) remember is how we did in our gcse's . currently bricking it but i'm sure it'll be fine it's not to soon i'm doing them so i'll allow myself to get paniced about them then you'll aslo know what college you went to , hopefully you've got a job you want to do now cus if you don't you're pretty ****** mate i won't lie to you . i've got 2 colleges in mind rn which are close and i'm sure you'll probally end up going to one of them did we go uni ? are we going to go uni even , i'm not planning to right now since yano got no clue what job i'm gonna do so yeah . right now all i've got is hopefully doing a job like what mum does , i think i'd fit in a place like that . everything is based around the internet , i'll be in an office ( hopefully ? who knows if offices will be a thing in 2026 maybe covid ****** everything who knows ) and i'll be able to talk with the people there . i did a progect last year about one of the jobs at mums work , you probally don't remember , but yeah the guy intervewing me told me i did really well and that i'd fit in with that kind of job so that made me quite happy . i also got a 7 in my english test afew weeks ago and i'm still well happy about it . miss even wrote that i'd improved since the one i did a month or 2 before anyway enough about me i've got some questions to ask :) if you're not busy with life and important **** ofc 1) who are your like close friends now ? current me has the lunch club ( me jasper josie jess pheonix piper ash and emma ) 2) what did you do in college ? current me has apsolutely no clue 3) what's been the best thing this year ? so best thing of 2026 for you mine right now is meeting jasper :) i met them in september and we've been inseprible ever since 4) did your horrible spelling get better ? current me gets made fun of by josie about how i misspell stuff , doesn't help i type really fast 5) what's your current favirate thing to watch on youtube ? if ypou even watch stuff on youtube anymore mine right now is true crime stuff ifk why but i started watching buzzfeed unsolved again ( i've got it on in the background right now , the video's called " unsoled true crime season 6 marathon " apparently im somehow an hour in jesus crist ) also i watch elenor neel and that anna oop woman sometimes cus they're like true crime in 10 minutes it's quite exiting 6) faverite book ? if you're in a reading phase right now currently i am cus yano #sleepproblems , i got recomended divergent by haydes and it was SO GOOD and ed sheeran ( devon ) recomened me this skrudly pleasent series and i only read the first one cus the 2nd one was taken out whne i went in the school library but it was quite good . i'm currently reading " the inheritence games " cus mum bought it me for christmas 7) speaking of sleep problems , did they ever stop ? i'm begging they did i've had them for almost 5 months now and oh my god are they annoying as **** , if they haven't gone away by 18 i feel so sorry for you 8) did you ever figure out what caused / causes the sleep problems ? if you haven't you might wanna so you can try get some help , i went when they started and the doctor woman listened , asked if i have a boyfriend and if i self harm or have suicidal thoughts , mum said many times she thought it is due to me being bullied in year 7 ( i don't remember ever being bullied but maybe it's just cus i tried to force back any memories of year 7 and abit of year 8 9) has anything happened in life thats like new and exiting ? i wanna know tell me everything , even tho i'll find out in like 3 years or whatever still tell me anything new , any new obsessions new problems new partners new anything i want to know . the only exiting thing currently is the platonic marrages . me n josie being married for 10 months , me n jas reached 100 days so we're gonna get matching cat mugs , me n jess are almost at 10 months and me n tallis reached 2 months yesterday anyways , i'll stop blabbering on so you can get on with your day , happy 18th birthday me :)