A letter from Dec 7th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, Dear FutureMe, I'm not really sure why im doing this, maybe because Mr. Carey is making me but dear my future self. I'm not exactly sure where ill be after May 2026, considering that's when I graduate from Nash community Early College. But right now it is December 7, 2021 and i'm currently in second period for avid with Mr.carey. At 14 I would say I have a calm, quiet, honest, respectful, responsible, compassionate, kind, funny, sassy, caring personality, most people who know me would probably say and describe me the same way. I'm not exactly sure what makes me, who i am yet, maybe my personality how im outgoing yet introverted and how my goals are different than most my age, I'm not exactly sure though but hopefully i'll know what makes my who I am by the time i receive this letter in 5 years. Currently in the world its a mess from covid to presidential messes, you cant really do much now cause of covid cause you'll need to have a vaccine in order to do most things, covid has caused a lot of damage to not only the economy and the world in general but to many people in many ways, physically, emotionally, spiritually, mentally, and much more. Right now the best things in my life is my family and friends, especially my number one fan which is my mom. My friends and family are my most important things in life right now other than my school and teachers. My teachers that i have to help me learn have really impacted me, even if they don't realize it. My grandma is also my biggest fan and is also one of my most important things in life, as of right now decemember of 2021, she suffers from stage 3 dementia, she cant drive, cook, go into a store to shop by herself, set up decorations for holidays and many more things by her self that most could do. As of right now she still knows who I am though she gets my name mixed up with some of my coussins, its hard to visit her because of her anxiety of having guests, she never lets us in and some days she's the grandma i've always known and somedays its like a strange women or thing has taken over my who I use to know "Gram. its hard to watch her decline each time I see her or hear her voice but I know everything happens for a reason and I know God hears my cry's for her. My goal for the future when I receive this letter in May 2026, is to be a super senior at nash and to be graduation with at least a 35 GPA and to achieve my dreams of being a livestock vet which has been my goal since I was 9 years old. My wishes for me is to graduate highschool and go to the college I choose and get accepted in and go start my career of being a vet. My wishes for the world is to get better through this mess over the next few years, I know not everything gets better overnight so I know this world cant and wont get better just overnight that it will take a little bit. It is currently December 7, 2021, Im a freshmen and 14 enrolled at Nash Community Early College high school in Rocky Mount North Carolina, By the time I receive this letter it will be May 5, 2026 and it will be about a week til I graduate and when I graduate Ill have a 2 year associate degree, after I graduate I hope to accomplish my goal of going to a good vet program college such as N.C state. I hope to see not only a change in me but the world from now (December 7, 2021) to when i graduate high school in May of 2026. Farewell.