A letter from Dec 6th, 2021

Dear Rulla, Happy 30th... I know you're so sad you're turning 30 and it seems so so soon... time flew real fast and it feels like the twenties are sooo lost slipped right out of your hands. But I want you to look at the beautiful things you have now... look back and you'll see how far you've come and how much you concurred and how strong you are... I hope you reach the financial status you want now... and that your balance in your accounts are flying rapidly. I hope you have emotional peace by now.. I know how much you loved him... I hope things worked out and your heart is now calm and fine.. whether you're alone or not. Hope you didn't lose any of your family or friends anymore. you're now trying to over come an obsessive stress disorder that's gotten you sick because of that. I hope you're mentally at the best... It's funny how you're writing this letter and castle on the hill played... complete nostalgia... play it when you're reading this. Right now you're helping a great deal of people... continue doing that... make meaning to your life and don't stop. I wish it worked out by now and you have left the country.... this place that ****** everything beautiful in you. And if not its ok I want you to keep trying... If you strayed out of the way... remember you're a good person.... loved by many and you are trying to make a difference. Keep trying... and in the end... happy birthday!! enjoy it with people you love!! and its ok Age is just a number. I love you, Rulla.