A letter from Nov 22nd, 2021

Peaceful right?

Dear Future Me, are you ok? I'm tired. My body feels sluggish. I just want to sleep in my cosy bed right now. And I am sleepy. I guess I had enough sleep but I didn't sleep on time. It's because lately, I have been so concerned with how others think about how I look in a recent post that I made on Reddit. but truth be told, the responses changed a little bit part of my life. I feel more pretty and desirable. I had never felt that. I had never felt so happy about myself although I do know that there are next steps. I must be fit. I must be toned. I must start the gym. My partner isn't interested in the gym. i don't blame him. i don't understand myself. why is it so hard for me to do and act on things that I like to do? why do I need a partner to do it? I don't. what am I a baby? I'm not a baby. I am pushing 30. I have been very hesitant since I was solo. I have big fear. Why and what. What stops me? can't I just start moving and don't look back?

Epilogue

over 3 years later

Hey, my past self. Don't worry! You actually have started...

Luylsau rmeo liayd ta ohm,e kswoortu niodg hti 0060 uyo stspe dan. Ot ontde omrf oklo even lena vaeh gk 40 litsl uyo sinareedc to kg, adn lslgythi 44 uyro twiegh edesme uoghht. (ta eeh,r gyu trnoaeh fnoecdiecn nlctopmmie fac,t a soh'w oyu tno form oyur nda atth bodteso a eervedci sta,el w)lhei ni rfo ormf. From shgtylli ubgilnid paernrt si to olngiko berklui she' dan emlucss iadtdced yrou ehom exs!ceier athlrehie gym adn nwo. .
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Ot peteitrr uyo nad sedu ouy kool i htan be kihnt. :).
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Yam 0262 81.

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