A letter from Nov 18th, 2021

Hi my Kikko!! I'm writing this letter on November 18, 2021 and yes tulog ka na pero hindi ako sure HAHAHA baka gising ka pa rin. How's life? Engineer ka na ba? Probably, the answer is yes. I hope lahat ng mga dreams mo ngayon is unti-unti mo nang naaabot sa time kung nasaan ka man ngayon. First of all I want to thank you kasi you really make me happy sa tuwing magka-usap tayo. I never thought na possible pala talagang magkaroon ng feelings sa taong na-meet mo lang sa internet. Probably, some people would say na it's just an attachment but, I know it's more than that. Hindi ko alam pero everytime na ikaw na yung kausap ko bigla na lang gumagaan pakiram*** ko and I'm so grateful kasi you came. You might not know what I've been through for the past few years of my life pero it was tough. It really was. Alam ko ring you are aware na lumaki ako without a father and ang laking impact non sa life ko. Wala pa akong pinagsabihan about sa personal na nararamdaman ko up until now kasi I am afraid to say that I am not that strong and I will admit na gusto kong i-open up yung mga bagay na yun sayo because I want to become transparent pero hindi ko pa kaya. Madami akong gustong sabihin pero hindi ko masabi kaya I have decided na sabihin lahat ng mga bagay na yun through this way. Laging mong tandaan na you will always have a special spot in my heart no matter what happens. Hindi ko alam kung ano mangyayari sa atin in the future kasi nga diba life is like a box of chocolate HAHAHAHA pero I still want to show how grateful I am na dumating ka and nakilala kita. Sana you're doing okay, sana you're genuinely happy, sana you're contented, sana you're safe, and sana you're with the right person because you are deserving for those things. No one knows about our future pero I just have one wish, sana kilala mo pa rin ako kasi ako I'm sure na kilala pa rin kita kahit ilang years pa yung lumipas kasi nga duh special ka eh. I will enjoy this present moment of us. I want to dig deeper into your life. It fascinates me whenever you say something about your greatest fear and aspirations kasi it makes me feel na comfortable ka with me. If we didn't end up together, it's fine. If things didn't go according to plan, it's okay. Kahit ano pang mangyari is ayos lang for me kasi ang importante ay naging part ka ng buhay ko at ganon din ako sayo. That's all. Take care always and be happy!! Smile ka lang palagi kasi it really suits yoü<333 Yours truly, Jinji