A letter from Nov 15th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, 5 years later... you are 24 almost 25, whoa. anyway, By now you are living In Georgia by your own. So grown lol. I hope you are doing good. mentally and physically and spiritually. especially spiritually. I hope you didn't settle for someone who was not sure of you. I hope you did find love though. But, true love. Maybe you found that in him or maybe not. i hope you did though cause I know how much you loved him, but if you didn't then i hope you are both happy, aunque no juntos pero individualmente. you deserve so much JOJO. you can't even imagine how loved you are. you have no reason to settle for someone who does not rly love you. If you end up with him the CONGRATULATIONS BABY. I know you've been waiting for him, over 7 years. You have never waited waited for someone that long so that's actually crazy. I hope by now that he is doing better. He will be 28. so i finally hope he did what he had to do. So, I am officially giving him 2/3 years to see what we will do. he says he is serious. so let's see. if he really loves me like he says he does he will try super hard to change and be better. but, i don't know anymore, maybe it's not meant to be. even if i want it very bad. anyway, 2/3 years is not then oh well i tried and i tried very **** hard to keep us working, and from failing. i tried and that wasn't enough then oh well. I just hope you're happy sis. with or without someone.