A letter from Nov 13th, 2021

Dear 20 year old me, HAPPY BIRTHDAY 🎉!!!! ****, I can’t see myself as a twenty year old. I hope you are not married yet because twenty is a very young age to wed. Remember, you want to get married at, at least, 27! How are you?? I’m kinda depressed because of a boy, you know me… hehe. Today you are on the floor trying to figure out how to make a petticoat for your art class fashion show dress. Jamie just emailed you, and I think he really likes me. I don’t know how I feel about him. I don’t know, he’s not really that cute but he’s super sweet and nice. Right now I’m depressed because, Seth Robertson, didn’t even talk to me when I did my chapel talk two days ago, (I went up in front of 400+, to preach, in my school, just for him, just so he’d notice me!!) but that’s OK because I have the rest of the year to show him who I am. Your mom and dad live in two different places but they’re getting along so far. You have a mountain of homework that you have to do that’s due Monday, that just tells you that you’re still really bad at your procrastination. You’re still kind of on the chubby side which I’m trying to be healthy again. I pray that you don’t have any visible fat on you right now! But if you do that’s OK. Are you still single? It’s all right if you are, although we both know how much we want a special person to love us for who we are and to stay with us for the rest of our lives. Are you still friends with Jamie? Are you dating him!?!? Haha, I prayed to God every night that Jamie wasn’t the one I’d end up with, but if he is, I’m not surprised. If you’re not friends with him anymore you should try to reach out to him because he’s a really great guy! Do you have Seth’s number? Is coronavirus over? I pray that Camilla Harris doesn’t become president and that Biden gets the hell out! I hope you’re not vaccinated because the vaccine is b******t and it doesn’t help at all! I hope you’re still friends with Brianna, Amara, Rachel, and Atira because they are the Bestest friends! Is Brianna dating Jacob, because I definitely see them together in a couple months? Is Papi still alive??? Dad keeps saying he’s probably not going to make it in a couple years. Are mom and dad divorced yet? What job do you have right now? I hope you’re studying fashion in college right now, because I really want to be a wedding dress designer! Wouldn't it be funny to have my own wedding dress store, but never even get married.😂😂😂 I hope your relationship with God is a lot stronger compared to right now, because right now, I can’t see him, I can’t hear him at all, and I can’t feel him anymore. I need to get closer to him and love him more than anything because all I care about right now is finding my soulmate. God is more important, and he is going to be the one who gives you/ me the right man. Your sister, Penelope, is still annoying as always (she’s 5 by the way). And your crazy brother, Eli, is still weird (he’s 10 by the way). God I can’t even imagine how my siblings look right now. Is my brother dating anyone?????? Is my brother actually cute? Haha. Does Penelope still have her Kardashian butt and big lips because she’s gonna be a blessed girl in a few years??? Is my relationship with dad better? Have you cut your hair yet or dyed it yet? HAVE YOU HAD YOUR FIRST KISS YET?!?! Anyway, I just wanted to know where you are right now. I hope you are happy, safe, and close to God. I love you, you are beautiful, you are loved, and you are important. Live it up girl! You’re 20 now!! Sincerely, Your 16 year old self. 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰 P.S, save money. Please!