A letter from Nov 11th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, You've come this far!! Wow! Maybe you already forgotten about this. But first of all Praise be to God for giving you 5 years of life. That's something to celebrate and to feel grateful. I know the day you received this letter is not your birth day. But EACH DAY remember? is a BLESSING. Each day is something to be thankful because a day gives a lot of opportunities, memories, lessons and overflowing blessings. Thank you so much O' Lord. Now look at this you wrote 5 years ago. Before (the moment I composed this in which my lil bro laughed at me for doing whilst sneering "Korniun! Korniun") I was so full of ambiguity, sometimes I feel anxious, sometimes I overthink on someone/something that was just a nonsense, sometimes I don't understand myself, sometimes I want to do or go somewhere but I'm not making it to happen. And sometimes I do feel that I am supposed to be something/someone I wish. Perhaps one of the reasons why I felt these is adulthood. Maybe because I haven't tried a lot— not going out on my comfort little bubbles and try somethin' new. Now my future self will be 24 I think? I hope that (in the present) I change a lot this year and I hope those feelings above will lessen atleast. Are they? I hope you become a better and better person each day. I would like to say that I, your past self be the first one to tap your shoulder and remind you for the achievement you made. Now that you're reading this, have some reflection for a moment, have time for yourself and reminisce. And to remind you as well that You won't be this far without your million times of trying. I am so proud of you. And though I don't know what kind of life you attain now but will you please look around? Look at your surroundings, the people around you, are they remained like nothing has change? Or just something to smile about? Hm, have a deep breath please. I think the end of my message is getting nearer. I'd love to talk to you more but I hope your past self helps you a bit for whatever things you are going through. I love you and love yourself even more. Appreciate and treasure the people around you, your loved ones. I wonder... I wonder if you already have a lover this time huh? But if you're still a single great job! Hahaha your past self was so sour? No, I was just not ready that time and not to make things rush. Just take it easy. God is with Us all the time. Bye.