A letter from Nov 9th, 2021

November 9,2021 Dear Me, I don't know if you still remember me being written by you, but yesss! here I am. 😊 Now, let me remind you about this day. You're on a frenzy right now. You're thinking about what the future holds for you; your plans, your career and your goals. Your mind is not on its proper gear these past few weeks or should I say months. You were floating on an emptiness, drifting on the paths you and the people around you have set. You're a robot being controlled; the only difference is you have feelings and they don't. Have you chosen yourself 5 years ago? Or did you go down that gloomy and dark path where applauses and flattering words surround you? Did you proceed on applying for the AFP? Got another job? Stayed on current work? Jobless right now? Or are you currently studying to become a Juris Doctor at law school as you have always dreamed? (I hope and pray this is your answer) Nevertheless, I hope you took the risk and happy with your decisions. I hope you stopped being so proud and stopped being too careful and be whimsical for a while. Hang in there and don't hang yourself. No matter what the future holds, I will still be proud of you. ❤️ I hope this time, you're already helping your parents and letting them rest. I love youuu. PS. Sana this time may special someone ka na. You're not planning on reaching 30s and not even having a single boyfriend naman no? Hahaha😂