A letter from Nov 8th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, Wow! Its been a couple years since you seen me! I'm 20 now so by the time you get this you're going to be 25. How's life? I hope you are doing better. I know we have been having it rough recently (my year 2021). Did we end up with Matt? Did we get to meet Lauren yet? I know you can't answer me but I hope me asking you these questions will help you reflect. As of Nov 8th, 2021; we have our own place, we have a job but want another. Do you have a car yet? Also I swear to god you better be being nice to yourself! We are working on ourselves now. Right now you feel lonely, did that ever get better? I often wonder where we will be in a few years from now so tell me; did we come out? Are you still hiding? How is Lily holding up? Are you guys still friends? I hope so.. you seem to adore each other. If you're single just know it's not your fault. If you are single please know that you are lovable, people will want you, people will love you, you are a good person even if it doesn't feel like it. I hope you - have someone to tell you this but in case you don't right now- let me be the one. I am so So so so so proud of you. You have came so far, good and bad, all the heartbreak and sadness, you are going to be alright. <3 How many tattoos do you have now? Currently you only have the ones you did yourself. Do you remember sitting on your bed getting the ink everywhere? Me too. We are getting a tattoo with our best friend Brittany Friday (Nov 12). You are excited! It's supposed to be a tarot card. Yes I know you have a high pain tolerance BUT you better not make us look like a little *****. Recently we have been missing Grandma, it's been almost a year since she passed and it still doesn't feel real. I remember the last movie we watched together was Shrek, it was a marathon and we stayed up all night. I wonder if you are going to forget about this letter. I'm sure you will since you just found out about this website on tiktok. Today we got the money out for our tattoo and helped mom; she is using that black shelf Britt got her, its looking so good in there! We spent the day with mom it almost felt like old times. I miss her a lot, go hug her or if you are in another state/country go call her she needs you. I hope you have been healing from the trauma you have endured- past to present. I hope you are working through things, I hope you are forgiving and outgoing. I hope you have forgave yourself. Babes you are enough. I wish I could give you a hug. I often think about our younger self how much pain she went through, how much trauma she went through. I want to hug her. Don't forget about her. Tend to her, she is still hurting and needs to know that she wasn't the problem. Tell her she's enough and that you are proud of her. We need it. So new music has came out! What's good? I think you should listen to these tunes its probably been awhile. Ew I said tunes. I have been around Kyerston too long. Lol! 1. People Watching- Conan Grey 2. Boy In The Bubble - Alec Benjamin 3. If you can't hang- Sleeping With Sirens 4. Home- Cavetown 5. House That Built me - Miranda Lambert 6. Boys will be bugs - Cavetown 7. Twin Size Mattress - The Front Bottoms 8. White Dress- Lana Del Rey 9. Juliet - Cavetown 10. ANYTHING NIRVANA!!!! Okay so it is currently 7:06 PM and I am sure Kyerston will be home soon. Plus Brittany is coming up. Also I have to pee and want coffee. Talk soon, maybe? Going to see mom soon. Hope you have a good day/night. Good Job, I am so proud of you. -Sincerely signed you from the past.