A letter from Nov 8th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, life sucks. it sucks even more every day but we’re placed here for a reason and nobody knows what it is so just **** it. **** IT. you’ve made it this far, and i think that, by itself is an accomplishment. SO **** IT. don’t wait for anything or anyone make up ur own mind and just ******* do it already. life is too short, too sad and too ****** up. don’t wait, don’t hesitate, and don’t be afraid to make a mistake, don’t be afraid of failure or judgment. we’ve waisted so much time already and if I’m bring honest? I’m writing this to you and only you. I’m writing this with shaky hands while swallowing tears. I’m afraid and scared for my life all the time, i’m on “fight or flight” mode all the time, my anxiety is eating me alive all the time, I’m lonely all the time. I’m filled with fear, headaches, and doubt. i’m filled with so much emotions i can’t even name and i feel like i might explode any second now. so just do be afraid. i have a lot more to say to you but i think it’s best if i stop here. PS. it’s 8th nov 2021 11:24 p.m your 20th birthday is in 16 days. hope you’ll make it till then and till the 25th birthday.