A letter from Nov 7th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, Yoooo you're 18 noww!!! How's life??? Is you and trizia, Lyka and Nyah still bestfriends??? Well I hope y'all are still close :DD Btw how's senior high or college??? Don't give up my love. Fight for yur dreams <333 I'll be always right here supporting my future me. <333 ILYSM me <333 And always remember to love yourself and to follow God :33. I am gonna smack you if you're not a believer in that age. I hope you still continued writing and atleast already has 3 journals tha has finished <333. So are you still going for Psychiatrist? or has your plans changed? Do not ever forget your couzin shang2x who is now 20 <33 Love future shang2x very deeply and always care for her okay? And I want you to promise me that if ever you'll have a child raise her nicely and let her know God. Don't ever give up on your dreams buddy. Continue studying and reach your dreams<333 Because nothing is impossible if you're with God <333. Thank God for all of your achievements and always remember that all of your victories and achievements are from God alone<33 I hope that you will find someone who will love you more than how your bff loves you<33 Oh! and don't ever EVER FORGET to mention that script that you practiced at shang2x's wedding alright? In case you forgot here it is, "Actually, I have already thought about this, me speaking infront of other people and telling this thing back when I was 12<3 Shang just know that even tho I am not your no.1 now I will always love you and I will always be here for you<33 I will never ever forget those happy moments with you NO words could explain how important you are to me<33 I love you<333 And future me I hope you are doing ggreat buddyyy. I know its hard and rough but you gotta continue bud. Theres no turnng back now<33 God always got you!! Don't ever ever forget him<333 ILYSM MY DEAR FUTURE ME MWA!! I ALSO FORGET. ALWASY SHOW YOUR LOVE BY ACTIONS TO ATE MAMA AND KUYA!!! I KNOW YO LOVE THEM EVEN IF YOU KINDA GET ANGRY AT THEM SOMETIMES BUT DEEP INSIDE I KNOW YOU LOVE THEM VERYVERYVERY MUCH! CONGRATS MY INFP BUD ILY!! ALL OF YOUR EFFORTS HAVE PAID OFF NOW YOU'RE GOING TO COLLEGE!!!! MOM SAID TO STOP AND REST MY EYES NOW GOODBYE ILY! OH AND WAIT LET ME LIST MY FAVE SONGS!!! (LOSE SOMEBODY -KYGO, WHAT IF I TOLD YOU THAT I LOVE YOU) AND ALSOOOO HOW'S YOUR PIANO TALENT BUD??? IS IT GOING WELL? YEA? OMG YEA??? OMG THATS GREAT!!! BUT ITS ALSO OKAY IF NOT XDXD I LOVE YOU OKAY?!?!? I LOVE YOU VERYVERYVERY MUCH!!! MWAAAA