A letter from Nov 7th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, How are you doing? Are you finally feeling well? Right now I am writing this from your classmate Lillies sofa in her apartment next to Ica in Vara. I am doing some tarot readings with my brand new tarot deck. I feel safe. I don’t know anything anymore. I’m so numb. I want to fall in love but I’m so scared. I hope you’ve found love. I hope you’re happy. I hope you’ve come far with singing and music and all. I hope you’re at a big stage and doing what you love what you do. And Even if it’s not music, I hope you’re happy with your life right now. I’ve been self harm free for 1 day now and it feels impossible to move on from here. But I’ll get up. I just hope you’re alive. I know you’re alive. I am strong. You are strong. You are stronger than you think and braver than you know. DO YOU HAVE KIDS?!?! I really hope you have a mini Nathalie dancing around the kitchen. And that yo have a great partner that you feel comfortable around and that you love spending time with. I hope Alicia is graduating and that she’s really happy with what she’s doing. I wish you all the best I really do. I LOVE YOU