A letter from Nov 6th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, Do you know on nov. 6 2021. I attended my cousin's party I'm so amazed with their house cause Its been years that I've never been there. Their interior is so beautiful and I want to have it, its really like a house for rich people. My reaction that time is I want to die because of jelousy like I wanted to cry, I said to myself that its alright just be thankful for what you already have, u don't have be jelous I really hoped that I can have a house like that. I'm very so broke. Our house is messy because I'm poor. There are things that I want to buy but I can't. I'm actually a kpop fan and I never had merches. I really hope that I can have some of it. when I was a kid I really envy my cousins cause they buy whatver they want. That day I also feel like a ghost or an invisible person. No relative talked to me they just treated me like a ghost and i don't know why. I'm so grateful that I have girl cousins to talk to. In every occasions or events I attended they treat me like a ghost. I hope this letter motivates you, I hope u can have a better future. You can do it!! prove to them that u deserved to be noticed and not treated like a ghost again.