A letter from Nov 5th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, Make this day as a reminder that life is so difficult growing poor, I wanna break my lineage of being poor and be able to accomplish new things. I envy my classmates with proper houses, presentable and clean, I want to experience having to wake up in a quiet space where no signs of noise, and also to invite my friends to stay the night without being too anxious about the idea that I may disappoint them. I don't wanna rely on people too much because its hard for me to accept their help without having the thought of being a burden to them, it guilts me to accept any form of help since I've built a standard for myself that I can barely even keep. I want you to be successful in life and be able to stand your ground, life goes harder as you get old and I want to remind you that there is more to just being content with what you have now, You don't have to change, you are better just the way you are and it shows. If by any chance you are still with Missy Id suggest make the best of it and don't just take her for granted, appreciate her acts of care and giving since you cant find another person just like her.