A letter from Nov 3rd, 2021

Dear FutureMe, Today is November 3rd, 2021. As of right now I’m lost and directionless. I still live with Rachel and Nathan, which is fine, but I’m desperate to move forward. I’m working on my application to Yale right now. How did that go? Did we get in? There are other questions that I have: Are you in a loving, happy, long term relationship now? Is Judah still alive? Where do you live? Are you happy with the choices you have made? Are you where you need to be? Do you have children? Are you financially stable? Are you traveling? … all of this and more is currently on my mind. We’re my fears and doubts reasonable or imagined? Five years from now, when you receive this, I hope that you can look back on all of this and think “wow. I was being silly.” I hope that you’ve been able to find peace in unimaginable ways, no matter where you are. I’ll try to take care of us in the mean time. Good luck.