A letter from Nov 3rd, 2021

Dear Aleksandr me, I am having my wisdom teeth removed. All day yesterday they were hurting . A lot to be more precise. I started jumping and hitting my head with my fist , just to remove the pain. Had an x-ray today , and my teeth were stuck in deep end to the jaw. It still hurts , god **** . Currently i am with painkiller but i still can feel the pain. I won't apply for scholarship this year. My gpa wasn't high enough. Actually I don't know my grades for this year. I only know that i passed. School started tiring me a little . I hope that when this letter arrives i will hape finished it , and haven't dropped out . That scares me more.