A letter from Nov 3rd, 2021

Dear Jada, Hey! Did you do it? did you achieve your goal studying abroad? I really hope you did haha. This is me, your 14 year old version lol yea. I just wanna remind you again that YOU'RE TOTALLY GAYY. Just like they say, BE *** DO CRIMES BAHAHA. Okay that was cheesy sorry :'> Mom and I had quite a fight because of that tho- oops.. But so far, everything's fine so you don't need to worry about that :) A lot of things have happened. You always get sleep deprived too. You've been really depressed for no reason at all. JK, you get easily insecure that's why. I just wanna say that, i hope you stop getting insecure of yourself. You're beautiful, fabulous and PERFECT! You don't have to change anything in you. Please, learn how to love yourself okay?<3 I hope you recover from having an ED(eating disorder). You've been dealing with it since 7th grade and i really do wish that you don't have to go through the same **** ever again :(. Oh yea, you fell **** hard for this european girl lolol. I swear, she's the prettiest(one of the prettiest) person you've ever seen so far haha. They're really cool and all. I assume you still have their picture in your phone ehh? hahaha. You fell so hard you even kinda ruined your sleeping schedule for her. JUST KIDDING HAHA YOU'VE REALLY BEEN AN INSOMNIAC ***** WAY BEFORE. Sorry i have to cuss on you :( Anyways, how is it like in college? Hectic? stressful? Exhausting? OMG if yes, i hope you're doing good xoxo. I just really hope that this old version of you is gone. I want you to be happy<3 Live your life. Achieve your dream in becoming a surgeon. I got your back! I have high hopes for you. I hope that even this old version of you is gone, you still get to reminisce it once in a while. Stay away from bad influences. oh yea.. YOU are the bad influence :'> AAAAA why can't i take this seriously??? *crying emoji* And i guess that's about it. I love you so much! young jada would be really proud of you new Jada!<3 CARPE DIEM!! Love, Jada <3