A letter from Nov 2nd, 2021

Dear FutureMe, This is my life rn, read daylio. .Truly i have lost everything, i wanna feel like i used to feel years ago but i cant feel it. I want to laugh like i used to but no i forgot how to. I wanna cry like the past but it dried. I wanna make memories like earlier but it is becoming a nightmare. I want to hope like few months back but theres nthig left. I want to feel free but such a fool am i, knowoing that theres no flight without wings, i am still looking up the blue. I want to love someone but that will never be true. I am a caged bird, which was once free, little did i knew, that this is where i ll be. Even trying to escape wont be fruitful bcus, they left me in the desert with my destiny locked. Every other caged bird flew as some owner showed mercy to them but i am left here to wait for someone to come. My time is limited, i cannot bear long, oasis is all i see, but will i ever get out of this mourn.