A letter from Nov 1st, 2021

Dear FutureMe, I am writing this letter to remind your stupid *** that money can buy happiness, so I will remind you of your financial and life goals. You better have seen Taeil at least once because if you haven't you're a big loser. Remember to move out of state or country and become a new person with a new identity. My main concern from meeting this goal is you severely lack the ability to advocate for yourself so speak up, no one's gonna yell at you for it. Also please take your meds *****, running on monster and five-hour energy during depressive episodes is not working istg. Also, stop ruining relationships and hurting yourself during manic episodes, I know its hard to empathize and your morals are twisted when you're in a state like this but you have people you can reach out to. Let people help you, don't push them away all the time, and push through and try even if it doesn't feel like you can handle another day. You're not a terrible person for making mistakes and you're not just an inconvenience to everyone around you.