A letter from Oct 30th, 2021

Beeee, Helloooo, Today is October 31, 2021 ( 1:46 AM ) kakatapos mo lang umiyak kase you realize your strong will of helping your parents. Idk kung kelan mo matatanggap to, siguro after 5 years? I hope so. Gusto ko lang ipaalala sayo, na ngayon, estudyante ka palang pero you're striving. You're doing well, You're doing a great job. Magaling ka. ( Umiiyak ka ulit rn kasi ngayon mo lang sinabihan ung sarili mo nyan. Iba pala talaga yung pakiram*** pag sa sarili mo nang gagaling yung compliment no? Surreal. Sobrang comforting. So, Ngayon i want you to tell it to yourself rin. Ano ka man ngayon, ano man ginagawa mo ngayon, ano man narating mo, You did well. You're doing a great job. Magaling ka. ｡◕‿◕｡ ) Future self, i believe in you. I trust you. Alam kong makakaya mo, alam kong lalabanan mo, alam kong maaachieve mo tong pangarap mo. I believe talaga na magiging RN ka!!!! Im hoping na if ever you are reading this, you are already the person i am dreaming for you to be right at this time. Pero if ever man na hindi, if ever you have a change of heart, umiba man yung tadhana mo, i am still so proud of you haaa. Everyone around you is so proud of you. Ngayon palang na wala ka pang nararating, proud na ako sayo. Whatever you are doing right now, i hope you find love and joy in it. Sana masaya ka. Kasi you're a happy person. Sana di ka nagbago, if ever na may nabago man sayo, sana sa ikauunlad mo yon. I really wish na genuinely happy ka ngayon. Right now, im still learning to love myself even more para mas maging better person ka. Im rooting on you beeee!!! Naniniwala ako sayo 🥺❤️ Uulitin ko ulit ha, whatever you are doing right now, make sure you're genuinely happy. your heart is happy because that's what matters. - Your 21 year old self ♡