A letter from Oct 30th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, Hey there. How you doing? Are you still dating L.? How did it go with S.? Are you still friends? Maybe more? How far are you with your studies? Did you get a Cat yet? Don't forget tomorrow is Halloween, when I wrote this, it was just before spooky movie evening at Sara's place. I hope you got something similar planned. Are you still having suicidal thoughts sometimes? I hope you got yourself some help, and hopefully S. too. Don't be too hard on yourself if she didn't make it. I'm proud of you for making it to today. Good job, for staying alive long enough to read this. And if you didn't and whoever is reading this isn't my FutureSelf, then I'm sorry, it was too much at some point. If you're still here, I hope you got shredded ;) How many muscle-ups can you do? Can you do a planche yet? Are you flexible enough to do splits? If you aren't that's fine but don't give up! Check how your friends are doing! Is J. a doctor yet? What is M. doing? Can S. fix your bike? Did you get your bike?? I really hope you're here to see this and that you've accomplished all these things. Are you still addicted to Iced Coffee? Of course you are that stuff is great ;) Whatever you got going right now I hope you're happy :) Have a good one, good luck Sincerely your 18 year old, suicidal self