A letter from Oct 28th, 2021

Dear Future Me, I hope you're doing an awful lot better than I am. I miss being good. I miss being an OK person. I wish I was a good person. With that being said, I want to let you know that you're doing great! You're still breathing, aren't you? You're still standing up every once in a while, right? Good. I know you're doing your best, and I'm here to remind you to continue doing all you can. I know you probably don't see a future for yourself, because even I don't see one for me. All I can tell you is; You're amazing. You are so strong, and so brave, and you are so good. Even if you've hurt someone, you still are amazing. I know this because you are me, and I'm pretty cool, too. You've changed, haven't you? Are you happy with your body? Are you finally forgetting about the idea of suicide? I hope you're doing better. I need you to be better. That way we can both be ok, even if it takes years to achieve. Hey, you know what? I hope you never miss me. Don't ever miss me. I'm not someone you should miss, I'm not a good person. Please just be ok. I want you to know that you'll be ok. You'll do good. You'll make so many achievements and you'll be so good. You'll be fine. You will be just fine. Remember that you're all you need. You're awesome. Keep going, ok? You're too far along to stop now. Love, You