A letter from Oct 28th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, after my nephew go out that door i cried... i cried a lot, i want to talk to him with all the love that i can gave him...(dahil sya ang pinakauna kong pamangkin, maging sa lht naming magpipinsan,npakalapit ko sknya) i treated him like really my son wen his still young and accepted him being a ***... i want to understand him,.. but i didn't.,maybe because i was being over pride, maybe because what was written on his letter was not acceptable for what i know. gaya nga ng cnbi ko sa sarili ko,, bhla na cla.. hhyaan ko na sya total 18yrs old nmn na sya,, if yun desicion nya,, ayoko na mamroblema pa... i set dis 5yrs from now... sna dat day na mbsa ko itong letter na ito,, di ko pgsisihan ang desicion ko na hinayaan sya with his own... sna by that day na mbsa ko toh ulit,, successful na sya at naiayos nya buhay nya at buhay ni mommy nya., di man inabot ng lola nya (mama ko) yung success na yun,, pro sna magawa nya.. pra di rin ako mgsisi sa ginawa ko now,, na hinayaan ko na sya... pagod na rin kc ako sa kakaintindi sknla..